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Here we go again. It has been a billion years since i've last updated and I can't really sleep right now so I decided to go to live journal and re-read past posts. As I continue reading my LJ I think to myself, "hey you were pretty fucking stupid." Lets just say 2009-2011 haven't been my shining moments. All I cared about was going to parties, getting fucked up, and doing drugs. I was going through a downward spiral in my life; I needed a change and a drastic one. The only thing I could do that would be possible, would be to move out of the valley. I needed to get away from people who constantly tempted me with drugs and alcohol and I needed to get away from the ghosts that haunted me everyday and most importantly I needed to change. Who would have known that San Marcos, the place that's known for their "party school" would be the place that would make me change my ways.
This will be my 2nd year living in San Marcos and moving to here would probably the best decision I have ever made. Although moving to San Marcos has hindered me from graduating, it has straightened me out and has made me clean up my life style. I cut out the people I needed to cut out of my life and I lost some people I didn't want to lose but I did; however, gain a handful of friends that have helped me become the person I am today. Thanks to will power and strong supporters I was able to put away the drugs and I leave my urges to drink, all the time, behind.
I honestly have to thank one person for helping me the most; which is my friend Mariel Cochina. (fah reel doe chuu kno hw it iz) This girl would always be on my back about drinking too much or wanting to do drugs. She is like the big annoying sister i've never had. So thank you for that. (I got to stop here before shit gets too mushy)
I am so grateful for the friends I have made and since I really need to get back on track with school, this will be my last year in San Marcos. For this New Year I just want to say that I am happy, I am so happy that I have friends I can rely on, parents who support me, and a boyfriend who loves me whole heartedly.
Thank you.
This will be my 2nd year living in San Marcos and moving to here would probably the best decision I have ever made. Although moving to San Marcos has hindered me from graduating, it has straightened me out and has made me clean up my life style. I cut out the people I needed to cut out of my life and I lost some people I didn't want to lose but I did; however, gain a handful of friends that have helped me become the person I am today. Thanks to will power and strong supporters I was able to put away the drugs and I leave my urges to drink, all the time, behind.
I honestly have to thank one person for helping me the most; which is my friend Mariel Cochina. (fah reel doe chuu kno hw it iz) This girl would always be on my back about drinking too much or wanting to do drugs. She is like the big annoying sister i've never had. So thank you for that. (I got to stop here before shit gets too mushy)
I am so grateful for the friends I have made and since I really need to get back on track with school, this will be my last year in San Marcos. For this New Year I just want to say that I am happy, I am so happy that I have friends I can rely on, parents who support me, and a boyfriend who loves me whole heartedly.
Thank you.