Ignore this post, okay?
Hmmm...I don't feel like I can post this on Tumblr because they will all rip me a new asshole for being ungrateful and whiny when really I'm just mad at myself.
So I went to the SPACE tour twice in the last two days. I literally saw it twice in the span of about 36 hours and drove for 14 of those.
I was lucky enough to get a VIP for Boston...
So I got to meet Darren. I got to see him and hold his hand when he shook mine to say hello.
And I had all these grand things I wanted to say to him...but when I first got to him he was looking down to sign my poster. So I just blurted, "You don't even have to sign it!" and he looked so confused and (I'm hoping not) like a kicked puppy and said, "Um, okay?" And I said, "No, no! It's because I would much rather just talk to you!" and because of that I got all flustered and forgot literally everything I wanted to say.
Like how intelligent and funny and free he makes the world.
Like how he inspires me every day.
Instead it was awkward and weird and I'm SO ANGRY at myself...instead of being grateful to have met him.
AND I AM GRATEFUL. DEAR LORD I AM SO GRATEFUL.
I'm also mad at myself.for being that person would just lost her words. Since, you know...I usually can find them pretty well.
So...shh. Just keep moving along and ignore this post because it's gonna take awhile for me to be less pissed at myself.
So I went to the SPACE tour twice in the last two days. I literally saw it twice in the span of about 36 hours and drove for 14 of those.
I was lucky enough to get a VIP for Boston...
So I got to meet Darren. I got to see him and hold his hand when he shook mine to say hello.
And I had all these grand things I wanted to say to him...but when I first got to him he was looking down to sign my poster. So I just blurted, "You don't even have to sign it!" and he looked so confused and (I'm hoping not) like a kicked puppy and said, "Um, okay?" And I said, "No, no! It's because I would much rather just talk to you!" and because of that I got all flustered and forgot literally everything I wanted to say.
Like how intelligent and funny and free he makes the world.
Like how he inspires me every day.
Instead it was awkward and weird and I'm SO ANGRY at myself...instead of being grateful to have met him.
AND I AM GRATEFUL. DEAR LORD I AM SO GRATEFUL.
I'm also mad at myself.for being that person would just lost her words. Since, you know...I usually can find them pretty well.
So...shh. Just keep moving along and ignore this post because it's gonna take awhile for me to be less pissed at myself.