Oct 10, 2006 23:36
I can not think straight.
I was accepted to Study abroad in Australia. = My dream. =$8,000,000.
Yes, it's so easy to say yes. Without knowing how I'm going to pay to live somewhere for $200/A WEEK. Add utilities. Add groceries. Add beer and bars. Add plane ticket. Add insurace. Add tuition. Add shipping for things like my awesome desktop computer.
Oh, and find a subleaser that my housemates won't hate. Add paying $50 a month for rent here just so someone will pay the other $375 a month. Money spent on renting a place I'm not even living at.
Don't forget, I wont have a job there. OR - add $60 for a permit so I can work.
Add a pay-as-you-go cell phone plan of some sort. Add international calls.
Add interest on the 4 million dollar student loan I'm going to have to take out.
Also consider missing my family, friends, housemates, east lansing, this house, MSU, and my new niece/nephew that will be born when I'm gone.
(((big sigh)))
Rob left early this morning. It feels like weeks ago already. Like I had some weekend-long dream.
I went back to bed. And got up and spent my day like I had nothing to do, no home work to accomplish, nothing.
The only thing I've done is leave my ONE class today an hour early... and make a semi-decent dinner. (Oh, and bought The Little Mermaid DVD.)
I'm stuck. In wayyyy too many ways for me to handle right now.
Oh wait, wait. I forgot one: Add the security deposit and whatnot for the house we need to get for next year. Which has to be done... about a week ago. GAHHH.
I can't even think. but I know I'll be able to when I go to bed and try to sleep. So I'm going to do that now.
Oh, and PS -- The weekend was amazing.