All over the place

Oct 10, 2006 23:36

I can not think straight.
I was accepted to Study abroad in Australia.  = My dream.   =$8,000,000.
Yes, it's so easy to say yes.  Without knowing how I'm going to pay to live somewhere for $200/A WEEK.  Add utilities.  Add groceries.  Add beer and bars.  Add plane ticket.  Add insurace.  Add tuition.  Add shipping for things like my awesome desktop computer. 
Oh, and find a subleaser that my housemates won't hate.  Add paying $50 a month for rent here just so someone will pay the other $375 a month.  Money spent on renting a place I'm not even living at.
Don't forget, I wont have a job there.  OR - add $60 for a permit so I can work.
Add a pay-as-you-go cell phone plan of some sort.  Add international calls.
Add interest on the 4 million dollar student loan I'm going to have to take out.

Also consider missing my family, friends, housemates, east lansing, this house, MSU, and my new niece/nephew that will be born when I'm gone.

(((big sigh)))
Rob left early this morning.  It feels like weeks ago already.  Like I had some weekend-long dream.
I went back to bed.  And got up and spent my day like I had nothing to do, no home work to accomplish, nothing.
The only thing I've done is leave my ONE class today an hour early... and make a semi-decent dinner.  (Oh, and bought The Little Mermaid DVD.)

I'm stuck.  In wayyyy too many ways for me to handle right now.

Oh wait, wait.  I forgot one: Add the security deposit and whatnot for the house we need to get for next year.  Which has to be done... about a week ago.   GAHHH.
I can't even think.  but I know I'll be able to when I go to bed and try to sleep.  So I'm going to do that now.
Oh, and PS -- The weekend was amazing. 
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