spring day.
i soaked in the beautiful spring day this afternoon
laying on my pink towel, reading my book.
i realized how long it has been since
i have enjoyed the sound of birds chirping
and bees buzzing.
sometimes i wonder why can't life
always be as simple as today
i wonder if any guy has ever daydreamed about me
the way that i daydream about him and me
just holding hands and sharing little kisses
why do i not realize how amazing life is
every single day
like i did today
i have a fear
that if i do go on vacation to london or paris
that i would never want to come back
ever.
but the real fear comes in here,
i'm not sure if that is bad or good, yet.
why does it seem like everyone i know
knows me so well
and yet i have a hard time realizing it for myself.
♥toni.