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Aug 07, 2005 12:22

wow...i must say i havnt cried that hard since faggot left for NY.

FUCK THAT. who the fuck was there for u when kim broke ur heart??? who stayed on he phone with u and listened 2 u cry becuz u couldnt get her??? who was alway there for you, u used 2 say i was 1 of ur best friends, i believed it. but holy shit, this hurts. que the music...
i walked home in the rain crying.
"and then i said, wasnt it supposed 2 be green?" holy shit. i know u wont read this but u have no idea how much that hurt. and u dont even really care, and it makes it hurt worse. and here i am typing and crying, thinkin about it makes it worse, but i really cant stop.
i stayed up allllll night goin over it in my head.
hope ur happy, u made me 1 of the saddest persons in the world right now, the pain will go away soon though.

i had the best time at warped tour, we all know the only reason i was there was 2 c bleeding through (oh shit another memory of him). they were fucking awesome. got a ride home with morgan and her brother. came home walked 2 matt house. walked home in the rain. spent the night over rachaels and every1 tried 2 get me happy, they tried 2 make me drink but i couldnt. now im here back home. shit life sux
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