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im unhealthy.
i smoke a pack of lucky strikes every day.
i take sleeping pills to get through the night.
i drink beer to get through the weekends.
playing guitar reminds me of what life should be life and isnt.
i messed up the system of korea. everyone was happier when i wasnt here.
why is that when i show up everything goes to shit?
i cant sleep. i cant eat. ive thrown up 4 times in the last 2 days.
what the fuck is the point of all of this? what the fuck does this all mean? is this karma? what the fuck did i do? if everything happens for a reason, what the fuck is the reason for this?
just a few things to think about
i smoke a pack of lucky strikes every day.
i take sleeping pills to get through the night.
i drink beer to get through the weekends.
playing guitar reminds me of what life should be life and isnt.
i messed up the system of korea. everyone was happier when i wasnt here.
why is that when i show up everything goes to shit?
i cant sleep. i cant eat. ive thrown up 4 times in the last 2 days.
what the fuck is the point of all of this? what the fuck does this all mean? is this karma? what the fuck did i do? if everything happens for a reason, what the fuck is the reason for this?
just a few things to think about