and then....
MAYBE ILL QUIT DRINKING
alcohol has its way of ruining people. it makes you do exactly what you dont want to do and be exactly who you dont want to be. over the last few weeks ive seen people get beat up, stabbed, fucked up, and loose friends because of words said. i thankfully have yet to be either stabbed or beat up...but its gona happen so i should probobly stay away from sinchon and traffic light and taebek and all those other fucked up bars i go to.
MAYBE ILL QUIT ALL MY THINKING
i am a pessimest. i am a pessimest that also has situational depression. i over think and overreact. people dont know what to say to people when they randomly stop interacting with people around them. i do that. it sucks because even though ill just be upset about soemthing that happens alll of a sudden everything is worse than it was. so there we have it. pessimism leads to lack of optimism and lack of optimism leads to lack of hope.
AND SHUT UP
i talk to much. last night at taebek all i did was talk about how fucked up everything is for an hour and 2 people pulled a knife on me and threatened to kill me if i didnt shut up. so no more talking. i will NOT speak anymore than 'hello' and 'goodbye' to any person and i dont care how negatively that effects me. i dont want to get fucking stabbed. and the butterfly knives here are scary as hell because some of them have 8 inch blades. fuckin german knife weilding bastards. and fucking americans from base who think knives make them cool. fuckin.
AND TAKE YOU HOME
you know what that last one pissed me off so im not even gona fuckin bother with this.
alcohol has its way of ruining people. it makes you do exactly what you dont want to do and be exactly who you dont want to be. over the last few weeks ive seen people get beat up, stabbed, fucked up, and loose friends because of words said. i thankfully have yet to be either stabbed or beat up...but its gona happen so i should probobly stay away from sinchon and traffic light and taebek and all those other fucked up bars i go to.
MAYBE ILL QUIT ALL MY THINKING
i am a pessimest. i am a pessimest that also has situational depression. i over think and overreact. people dont know what to say to people when they randomly stop interacting with people around them. i do that. it sucks because even though ill just be upset about soemthing that happens alll of a sudden everything is worse than it was. so there we have it. pessimism leads to lack of optimism and lack of optimism leads to lack of hope.
AND SHUT UP
i talk to much. last night at taebek all i did was talk about how fucked up everything is for an hour and 2 people pulled a knife on me and threatened to kill me if i didnt shut up. so no more talking. i will NOT speak anymore than 'hello' and 'goodbye' to any person and i dont care how negatively that effects me. i dont want to get fucking stabbed. and the butterfly knives here are scary as hell because some of them have 8 inch blades. fuckin german knife weilding bastards. and fucking americans from base who think knives make them cool. fuckin.
AND TAKE YOU HOME
you know what that last one pissed me off so im not even gona fuckin bother with this.