under the influence.
although i have written many similar entrys i still just cant seem to understand why some songs can make you feel like your on top of the world and others can make you feel as though your stomach is emploding. how come? i think, however that i may have found some since of clarity. in my case and im sure iin many other instances that music is just an assitant to the emotions that corrupt you. no matter what you feel the way you feel, and the music will only make you feel more so. and you know if you really think about it, its not just. friends, surroundings, movies they are all infuencers. and now that i am some what more intellegent on the subject i must wonder when the low will be over and i will go back to feeling like im flying through time and my outlook being positive, as though i can conquer any and everything.