Mar 31, 2006 05:31
I have never been in so much pain in all of my life.
The update is I went to the clinic and they told me they can't accept walk-ins. So they made an appt. for me for tuesday and told me to go back down to emergency for more pain medication until tuesday.
So I go there and they make me re-admit myself to even get more meds and I sit there for 3 effing hours in pain for the doctor to re-confirm that it prbably is suicide disease or a close relative of it and he gives me a prescription for Vicodin and gives me a pain shot, which worked for that day, but once it wore off the pain has been quite constant since.
It's constant....it makes me unable to do anything for the most part....I feel helpless and alone, even though Trav is helping me, he can't take away the pain...no one can.
My biggest fear is that even when I even get to the clinic and I am seen by a doctor that they will send me home without more painkillers....I can barely take this.....ugh
I hurt constantly