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i'm incompetent. for real. at like, a ton of stuff; even fairly basic stuff. i used to be good at aserting myself and telling people what i thought and felt... but i suck at it now. i'm just so confused about like, everything in my life. none of it seems to be working very well. not like the rest of sumemr when things were fun. no. now i feel emotionally unbalanced. but just for today. because kashi left this morning, which makes it a sad day. then those kids were so damn bad, then i got in a fight with my mom... it's been a very bad day. and my eyeballs hurt