The Untrue
I just don't understand why you hate me so much.
I don't like Sara Heaps nearly as much as I miss you.
It just feels like I'm hurting you every time you're reminded of how much of a failure I am. I don't want to put you through that, so I stay out of your way.
I'm not proud of lying to you. If I could I'd go back on it ten times over.
I haven't done it since I wrote that entry. That doesn't make up for anything. You don't know how sorry I am for having hurt you the way I have. But I don't know if words do this pain justice.
Still, I'm sorrier than you'll ever know.
I just love you.
I don't like Sara Heaps nearly as much as I miss you.
It just feels like I'm hurting you every time you're reminded of how much of a failure I am. I don't want to put you through that, so I stay out of your way.
I'm not proud of lying to you. If I could I'd go back on it ten times over.
I haven't done it since I wrote that entry. That doesn't make up for anything. You don't know how sorry I am for having hurt you the way I have. But I don't know if words do this pain justice.
Still, I'm sorrier than you'll ever know.
I just love you.