im a smartass and a bitch...deal with it

[stupidlyblinded]

i love how im ignored now,i love how my words don't mean anything anymore,i love how reading stuff pisses me off,i love how i lost my best friend,i love how i cry over this stupid shit(like now!),i love how i have nothin to say,i love how i still bitch about stupid shit,i love how i let this bother me,i love how im so immature that im actually doin this,i love how it hurts,i love how im disrespected,i love how it just doesn't matter,i love how im gonna end up feeling bad for writing this,i love how people change,i love how life is retarded,i love how i can't even say what i really want to,i love how other people feel the same way as me,i love how im lied to,i love how i act like things r ok,i love how i lost trust,i love how u don't even know me now,i love how i don't even know u now,i love how were not in high school but seems that way again,i love how promises r broken,i love how excuses r used all the time,i love how im so done with this now.

yeah i love it all,i don't wanna hear it.i said i meant it.