oh yes the liz is back
yeah i know i never write on here anymore..its mainly bc i have nothin to say! honestly,theres nothin to bitch about,i haven't been depressed at all,and i haven't felt the need to blurt everything out in the open about shit(bc theres nothing to blurt out!)
lately ive been workin and workin and workin! and yes u ladies know ive been on myspace all the fuckin time and when i write something i write it there bc u ladies can just look there and read my shit! but yeah nothin has happened in my life big enough to tell all u ladies)and when i say all i mean u 3)
tonight i went to the ER with steffie and mom bc steffies teeth were really bothering her and the dentist in town said they didn't have anything open for acouple months(but steffie will tell u all about that) so she got some medicine and she can't work tomorrow so im gonna work for her(on my fuckin day off)(its ok sister really)im just kinda T.O.'d!!!!!!!!! i was just lookin forward to my day off and bein able to spend some time with mom but its ok! my paycheck should be really nice tho bc i only got one say off this week which was tuesday and i have a feeling i work this comming up mon.and tues. so that a 6 day workweek really! so whatever we will see!
steffie already knows ive been talkin about..yes him..dun dun dun...joey..lol. im not really sure y but every thing i say i add his name in there! its kinda sad but its hard not to mention him. i mean every time i mention him its bc im either mentioning something that we did together,describing something we did together,mentioning something he was good/bad at,just anything im talkin about or havein a convo with someone his name is mentioned! i honestly love the guy! i still do im not gonna deny it,but...that don't mean i want him back.maybe in acouple years if we ran into eachother and something happened from there then maybe but right now he makes me sick! he im'd me the other night and again told me how he was letting out his...get ready for this..."wild side"...i basically just said yeah ok have fun in florida(yeah his family went to florida for a week..i was suppose to be goin with them but he fuckin dumped me..JERK)and then just said goodbye.i don't care if he goin out and havein fun,good for him honestly. im havein more fun not bein with him then i would be if i was still with him! i get to go out and not worry about missin him,im not stuck up his ass 24/7 anymore...and i honestly love that! i love my freedom!
ok other then him now! brad im'd me the other day and we talked but not for long bc he was doin something and i had to work. but i told him not to be a stranger. i miss that kid so much. im not sure if it infatuation(not sure if thats spelled right but u get what i mean) or if its just the fact that he doesn't want me(bc im pretty sure im the hottest girl hes ever been with)seriously tho...hes an ok lookin guy(atleast for my taste) and im not "hot" but for a guy like him to turn me down when im tellin him all the time i wanna be with him then its like what the fuck is wrong with u!..lol i just don't get these boys! but im happy bein single and im not stressin or worryin about when im gonna get married and have babies anymore! im happy bein me!
alright ladies im out! thanks for readin my shit! i love u all(except erin bc shes a slut)<---seriously im not jokin!
P.S.--->YES I AM!
lately ive been workin and workin and workin! and yes u ladies know ive been on myspace all the fuckin time and when i write something i write it there bc u ladies can just look there and read my shit! but yeah nothin has happened in my life big enough to tell all u ladies)and when i say all i mean u 3)
tonight i went to the ER with steffie and mom bc steffies teeth were really bothering her and the dentist in town said they didn't have anything open for acouple months(but steffie will tell u all about that) so she got some medicine and she can't work tomorrow so im gonna work for her(on my fuckin day off)(its ok sister really)im just kinda T.O.'d!!!!!!!!! i was just lookin forward to my day off and bein able to spend some time with mom but its ok! my paycheck should be really nice tho bc i only got one say off this week which was tuesday and i have a feeling i work this comming up mon.and tues. so that a 6 day workweek really! so whatever we will see!
steffie already knows ive been talkin about..yes him..dun dun dun...joey..lol. im not really sure y but every thing i say i add his name in there! its kinda sad but its hard not to mention him. i mean every time i mention him its bc im either mentioning something that we did together,describing something we did together,mentioning something he was good/bad at,just anything im talkin about or havein a convo with someone his name is mentioned! i honestly love the guy! i still do im not gonna deny it,but...that don't mean i want him back.maybe in acouple years if we ran into eachother and something happened from there then maybe but right now he makes me sick! he im'd me the other night and again told me how he was letting out his...get ready for this..."wild side"...i basically just said yeah ok have fun in florida(yeah his family went to florida for a week..i was suppose to be goin with them but he fuckin dumped me..JERK)and then just said goodbye.i don't care if he goin out and havein fun,good for him honestly. im havein more fun not bein with him then i would be if i was still with him! i get to go out and not worry about missin him,im not stuck up his ass 24/7 anymore...and i honestly love that! i love my freedom!
ok other then him now! brad im'd me the other day and we talked but not for long bc he was doin something and i had to work. but i told him not to be a stranger. i miss that kid so much. im not sure if it infatuation(not sure if thats spelled right but u get what i mean) or if its just the fact that he doesn't want me(bc im pretty sure im the hottest girl hes ever been with)seriously tho...hes an ok lookin guy(atleast for my taste) and im not "hot" but for a guy like him to turn me down when im tellin him all the time i wanna be with him then its like what the fuck is wrong with u!..lol i just don't get these boys! but im happy bein single and im not stressin or worryin about when im gonna get married and have babies anymore! im happy bein me!
alright ladies im out! thanks for readin my shit! i love u all(except erin bc shes a slut)<---seriously im not jokin!
P.S.--->YES I AM!