Another update
so yeah, it seems like theres a one update per month thing thta i have that i didnt even know about, and i say this just because i was looking at the last 2 entries and theyre alittle more than a month apart, and this one is just under.. hmmm, weird.
Also weird how much less stress Im feeling right now. I start full time on thursday, and really, although i should be really nervous, Im not that much. Its a good feeling I have going in to this. I think i had my last break down of the semester (fingers crossed on this one) last weekend when i truly did not want to do (nor did i believe i could do) the work that i still had mounting against me. I thought yesterday was going to be the worst day of my life... and it wasnt, so i guess the hard part of this semester is done. I say that because I have no more regular class meeting, no more homework assignments to worry me or bog me down. Now, all i have to do it write lesson plans and tweak them if necessary. In comparison, this should be cake. the only thing Im not looking forward to is putting together and presenting a teaching portofolio... that might be a pain.
But over all things are looking up. even with all the bad. and there is alil bad.
Bad: Need summer classes. 2 of them. Also need money for those two summer classes. Money my parents and I dont really have. Solution: work and go to school AND ask my grandfathers for help. rough summer but i should live
Good: Im living with my sisters next semester. After all this semester feeling like i have no friends, I will be surrounded with them all the time next year. Best of all I think is that while Im close enough to syl that she wont freak out, Im not gonna be rooming with her. I get to room with Manda. Me excited because I never had a real roommate(unless you count the quad, but that was alil different). Its gonna be coolness next year. Especially cause ill be 21! yeah seniors!
okay im done, gotta do work.
peace
Also weird how much less stress Im feeling right now. I start full time on thursday, and really, although i should be really nervous, Im not that much. Its a good feeling I have going in to this. I think i had my last break down of the semester (fingers crossed on this one) last weekend when i truly did not want to do (nor did i believe i could do) the work that i still had mounting against me. I thought yesterday was going to be the worst day of my life... and it wasnt, so i guess the hard part of this semester is done. I say that because I have no more regular class meeting, no more homework assignments to worry me or bog me down. Now, all i have to do it write lesson plans and tweak them if necessary. In comparison, this should be cake. the only thing Im not looking forward to is putting together and presenting a teaching portofolio... that might be a pain.
But over all things are looking up. even with all the bad. and there is alil bad.
Bad: Need summer classes. 2 of them. Also need money for those two summer classes. Money my parents and I dont really have. Solution: work and go to school AND ask my grandfathers for help. rough summer but i should live
Good: Im living with my sisters next semester. After all this semester feeling like i have no friends, I will be surrounded with them all the time next year. Best of all I think is that while Im close enough to syl that she wont freak out, Im not gonna be rooming with her. I get to room with Manda. Me excited because I never had a real roommate(unless you count the quad, but that was alil different). Its gonna be coolness next year. Especially cause ill be 21! yeah seniors!
okay im done, gotta do work.
peace