another in class update
im in class right now, again, and im feeling guilty for typimg in here becasue for once he's saying stuff that sounds alil interesting.. its like "the reason why networks were invented" day... thats like history, and i have a penchant for random factoids... meh, oh well
i have some news that im sure some people wont approve of, and others wont understand, but i dont think is too big a deal personally. I was talking to MB yesterday, and he was asking me when i planning to go visit him, and we had had this conversation before and i asked when he was gonna visit me, since i'm always going up there, and he said after i visi him again. now ive been analysing my life and ive realised i have no male platonic friends anymore (with the exception of Jeremy) and this fact sort of bothers me, but its also my doing, so there's not much i can do about it. i was hesistant to answer, becasue i dont know what i want anymore, and he promised me that if i go he'll behave himself. I agreed to go. thing is i'll be staying overnight, which is something ive never done before, and this is the part im sure some of you wont agree with. He promises me he'll behave, and i have promised myself the same.. and im not gonna let myself down. at some point i have to learn selfcontrol, and if im gonna go thru with all the changes i have in store for myself, i have to push myself, put myself in a potentially tempting situation and make myself hold out. if for some reason stuff starts to happen i wont stay...
drat, teachers comin
i have some news that im sure some people wont approve of, and others wont understand, but i dont think is too big a deal personally. I was talking to MB yesterday, and he was asking me when i planning to go visit him, and we had had this conversation before and i asked when he was gonna visit me, since i'm always going up there, and he said after i visi him again. now ive been analysing my life and ive realised i have no male platonic friends anymore (with the exception of Jeremy) and this fact sort of bothers me, but its also my doing, so there's not much i can do about it. i was hesistant to answer, becasue i dont know what i want anymore, and he promised me that if i go he'll behave himself. I agreed to go. thing is i'll be staying overnight, which is something ive never done before, and this is the part im sure some of you wont agree with. He promises me he'll behave, and i have promised myself the same.. and im not gonna let myself down. at some point i have to learn selfcontrol, and if im gonna go thru with all the changes i have in store for myself, i have to push myself, put myself in a potentially tempting situation and make myself hold out. if for some reason stuff starts to happen i wont stay...
drat, teachers comin