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well apparently its not a tumor, or even a sist for that matter. the doctors dont know why its there, or why i have a lump on my back. its just extra tissue they said. and its not affecting my body in anyway. and they wont even operate on it because it would be pointless. i would be left with a five inch scar. hey, i wouldnt mind the scar, i dont want this thing on my back anymore. it sucks big time. theres nothing they can really do for it now... i have to go back in a month to see if it changes any. they said that it actually might have been caused by a hormonal disease called cushions' disease or something. yeahhh.. so now i have to get blood work taken to see if i have that. this is wicked stupid. i just want to get this thing off my back. im wicked pissed off. haha, my family is very relieved though. my mom took me out to breakfast after we went to the doctors. and then i went to old navy and got 4 new shirts, 3 jackets and 2 tank tops. sweeeeet. whatever though. today was really fucking pointless.
i wanted to get a tattoo across my upper back someday. and if i ever got it and wanted to show people, they would just laugh at me because i have a huge lump there! this is also going to make wearing a bathing suit or tank tops in the summer very awkward for me. what the fuck. i need to get this thing removed. its such a piece of shit. i kind of wish it was a tumor, so atleast they'd do something about it. but i have to be the fucking freak with the lump they cant do anything about.
hahahah man, this is hilarious. but it wicked sucks big time.