damn.
last night was nuts. everytime autumn arrives and turns into winter i am in the same point of my life. everything is different around me, but i still feel the same. its the best feeling ever. yeah i know, the transition from autumn to winter is such a shitty one. but i love it. everything looks kinda shitty, because theres no more color on the trees. and its cold so no one likes being outside.
*i say: drink to the point where your body starts to numb. then you can go out and play without having to deal with the cold. hahhaha
well, thats how i've always solved it i guess.
then again, by the end of the semester i will have hit rock bottom with this whole "having fun" thing. soon to realize that i have to smarten up, i stay clean for a while, and do the same thing all other again.
haha but thats just me...
its just that everythings been sooooo good lately. im fucking amazed. and so happy. other than the fact that my car is still fucked up. how am i getting to work today in like 3 hours? i dont even know. hahaahah damn
aint got nothin but love for ya