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I find myself depressed whenever I come here, but right now I feel like everyone can eat my ass anyway. this has been by far the worst summer I can remember. this summer started out great, then it got better, then it hit the fucking wall just like everything else in my life. I guess that's why I"m always either really happy or really depressed. I fucking hate this place because every time I come here I read at least one entry that brings me down, but I have no where else to bitch like this so...I"m here. What a suprise, once again I said I was going to do something and I fucked it up. And I already know that most the people who comment are probably going to be people who I really don't give a shit about, but maybe one of the few people who really know me will read this. Then again, I really don't think they give a fuck.Now that I think about it, every person who has really gotten to know me has fucked me over.