lonely
It's so weird now. I look at all my friends online, and they have they're college address in their info, an away message up saying they're at a freshmen meeting... Everything has changed. There's noone here anymore. All of them are busy running around being in their college world. Here I sit with nothing to do. Even after college starts for me, I'll probly be sitting here with nothing to do. It's pretty sad that I have time to write to all my friends. I refuse to lose contact between any of them just because they all went hours away off to college. It's like a one-sided conversation. "Hey, how is college for you? Hope everything is going well, you like your roomie, you're makin lots of friends and enjoying everything. Write me sometime and let me know about everything. I dint really do much of anything today..." followed up by another letter sent by me. "Yo yo, I was wandering around looking for something to do and I decided to write to you! Surprise surprise. How are things going? Hope nothing bad has happened. I'd love to hear from you..." It's a never ending cycle and I'm stuck outside of it.