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Aug 09, 2005 02:32

o0ok wow a LOT has gone on in my life since my last update!! lol. so0o to make a verrrrry long story as short sweet and to the point as possible, my mom kicked jen out of the house and shes living with my grandparents now ... my mom also decided to move us all in with her bf, who i rele dont like, so i moved to lancaster w. my dad instead. umm lets see what else ... o yea sean. so i thought i was over him, you know havent alked to him in a while, didnt think of him as often as i used to, you know in the proccess of getting over him. then one day he decides to leave me a comment on myspace, and i end up telling him that id see him again sometime next week bc i was busy for the rest of the week ad all this weekend. in truth, i didnt want to see him again, bc just from that one little comment, all the memories of him started coming back to me, hitting me like a brick. so just imagine what wouldve happened to me if i saw him again! he never ims me anymore, so i figured id just stay away from his myspace and try not to im him and avoid telling him that i cant see him again...im just sick of being used. i mean the only time he ever decides to talk to me is when he cant find any other girls to hang out with! sorry sean, im not your bitch anymore. ok but anyways ... so tonight he ims me out of his ass and says why dont we talk anymore? you know it would prolly be 1000000x easier just to put the im in here (sns will be changed bc i know how some ppl are ::cough:: megan ::cough::)

RaYSerRAmOWNed: how come u never talk to me nemore?
X oSo aDorabLe O: ive just been busy
RaYSerRAmOWNed: well ur not busy now
X oSo aDorabLe O: wel according to yor bulliten youre drunk right now
RaYSerRAmOWNed: well that was 2 hours ago
RaYSerRAmOWNed: im fine now
RaYSerRAmOWNed signed off at 1:13:05 AM.
RaYSerRAmOWNed signed on at 1:13:17 AM.
RaYSerRAmOWNed: sry got kicked
X oSo aDorabLe O: thats fine
RaYSerRAmOWNed: so are we ever gonna hang again?
X oSo aDorabLe O: idk probably
RaYSerRAmOWNed: u dont sound like u want to
X oSo aDorabLe O: thats not it i do, but i live in lancaster now and its pretty hard to find someone who'd want to chouferr me around west seneca
RaYSerRAmOWNed: what happened to u going to west with me
X oSo aDorabLe O: i was going to, but idk i didnt like it in m moms bfs house, i felt so ... out of place ... so i decided to move in with my dad
RaYSerRAmOWNed: so i most likely just wont see u again?
X oSo aDorabLe O: idk
RaYSerRAmOWNed: yaaa i can kinda tell u dont care
RaYSerRAmOWNed: so ill leave ya alone
X oSo aDorabLe O: thats not true!
RaYSerRAmOWNed: sure
X oSo aDorabLe O: but fine w/e i forgot you know everything, youre right i could care less so yea, leave me alone
RaYSerRAmOWNed: wow ok then fuck you if ur gonna be like that

Auto response from X oSo aDorabLe O:

be back later 3*

RaYSerRAmOWNed is away at 1:18:52 AM.
RaYSerRAmOWNed returned at 1:20:45

grrr he just aggrivates me so bad. then i go on myspace to leave him a nasty comment, and he fuckin deleted me as his friend!!! i was like omg!!! so i sent him an email that said:wow ok you wanna be a dick like that? fine go right ahead and be a dick like that. i mean, since when did you care about anyone but yourself anyways? id like to say it was nice knowin ya, but youre a total asshole. i guess you can cross my name off your list now.
ha i was so proud of myself. i was literally sitting here saying good job alicia! and smiling! ha lol i was proud of myself. lol. i already said that. so yea thats an update of my life, aaaand ill be writing more soon!! =0)
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