*cries silently*
Ow.. my mouth and head hurt... :( I'm sittin here listenin to Jimmy Wayne, and his song "Stay Gone" makes me think of Adam everytime... It's horrible. Only because I want to stop thinking of him. And I can't. Argh! I hate guys, when they have a hold of you and they don't even know it. It is horrible. Guys, there is no word to describe them. I realized today, When I broke up with Adam I was perfectly fine, no sadness at all. But, when he broke up with me, it hurt. It hit me hard... Ok, note to all guys I date in the future, if we date I'm gonna break up with you, just to save me some more heart break.. agrh! No, I'm not that shallow, I promise.. Sigh... Stay, Stay right where you are, I like it this way.... When we try and make it work, we both end up hurt, and love isn't supposed to be that way..... Yeah. Great song isn't it? I don't know what to do. Who am I supposed to think of, if I can't think of Adam? I am bringing myself down, I need to get out of this house. Get a life. Forget my past, get a new future, and a new present. Get on with life. I need to do something!!!! Because, I don't know. Because.
Here is someone Beautiful.
Yeah, let me obsess on someone I will never meet.. ARG!