Dec 11, 2004 14:56
PLEASE READ THIS!
think about this-
wha would you do if you lost 3 of your best friends n it just killed you so bad inside
you talk to one of them about it n they just seemed like they didn't care n u think they made up excuses about everything they did to hurt u so badly...then the person got mad you cuz you confronted them about how you felt, what your thoughs were, and how much it hurt you so bad....you didn't want to lose them but they were slowly slippin away n there was nothin u could do to stop it-they left you fer other ppl tha you didn't want to hang out with tha much n so you went to other ppl too but you still secertely cryed yourself to sleep or hid in your closet durnin the day n just cryed fer hours hopin tha the feelin out come out in your tears but all tha came out was more and more pain n you could run away from it...it was always there hauntin you in your dream n followin you where ever you go n u tryed but you just could run away, so you talked to one of the people n it hurt you so much n you tryed so hard to hold back your tears
its not easy to handle somethin like this, especiall with how close you were to those ppl
^have you ever experience tha^
i have-i'm experiencin it right this moment n