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this has been the worst week of work ever!
monday, one kid went back to school and one guy was sick and another didn't show up. so we did all the big buisnesses with 3 guys instead of our usual six. it was a long day. then we find out tuesday that the one who didn't show up decided to move back to Mexico. hmmmmmmmm.......that sucks!
so it's been a really slow week, i've already worked about 46 hours this week and i have to work another at least 8 hour day tomorrow, maybe 10. GAH!!!!!!
second thing....you're all gone. everyone is at college now and i am now officialy alone. everyone still in high school is too busy and everyone not in high school is gone or here, just busy with college. labor day, i decided to work, i'll be the only one, but that way i get saturday off if we end up working 5 days again.
everything from the way the world is right now to the anxiety of my mission call (which should be here any day now) to work to the way i miss all of you to the way i miss my sister is just eating me up inside, and for the first time in a long time, i wish i could depend on someone else to be there for me.
"to the world that i once knew, my life is nothing without you
and to the one my trust confides, i miss your presence by my side
and to the ones who always showed the most sincere and caring thought
you are the reason i still live, and i miss you a lot"
catch ya later!
Benny
monday, one kid went back to school and one guy was sick and another didn't show up. so we did all the big buisnesses with 3 guys instead of our usual six. it was a long day. then we find out tuesday that the one who didn't show up decided to move back to Mexico. hmmmmmmmm.......that sucks!
so it's been a really slow week, i've already worked about 46 hours this week and i have to work another at least 8 hour day tomorrow, maybe 10. GAH!!!!!!
second thing....you're all gone. everyone is at college now and i am now officialy alone. everyone still in high school is too busy and everyone not in high school is gone or here, just busy with college. labor day, i decided to work, i'll be the only one, but that way i get saturday off if we end up working 5 days again.
everything from the way the world is right now to the anxiety of my mission call (which should be here any day now) to work to the way i miss all of you to the way i miss my sister is just eating me up inside, and for the first time in a long time, i wish i could depend on someone else to be there for me.
"to the world that i once knew, my life is nothing without you
and to the one my trust confides, i miss your presence by my side
and to the ones who always showed the most sincere and caring thought
you are the reason i still live, and i miss you a lot"
catch ya later!
Benny