Life is roughing up, but I know I would get use to the pain one day...
life being in a chaotic since that very day...
it's been a month since that day.
a lot of times I want to give up,
a lot of times my tears flows down...
a lot of anger
a lot of frustration...
I found myself getting stronger and stronger...
because I getting numb of the feelings...
even if thye tried to hurt me now,
it doesn't hurt anymore...
I kept telling myself numerous of times,
tears is a sign of defeat,
tears is a sign of weakness
tears is a sign of failure...
when people ask me, why am I continuing even though it hurts a hell lot,
I would say...
I don't know...
was it because her words, I wanted to prove her wrong?
or I just don't want to give up?