Substitution
Title: Substitution
Pairing: onesided! Minho/Jonghyun and broken! Jonghyun/Taemin
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst
Summary: Minho thought that he can be more than just Taemin substitute.
If you said death is cruel to take away people’s life, then you’re wrong. Death is cruel to let you live on. Jonghyun kneeled on down on the cold floor, he couldn’t take it. Why did everything have to happen this way?
“Taemin…” he muttered softly under his breath, “why are you leaving me…” he fisted his finger and sent a punch on the floor. He couldn’t hold back himself anymore, he screamed Taemin’s name over and over again. He was screaming in so much pain.
Taemin has ripped his existence out of Jonghyun’s life. It also left an empty space in his heart. Minho wrapped his hands around the shorter boy, keeping him in his arms.
“Jonghyun, get a grip of yourself.” Jonghyun kept struggling and struggling, he can’t let it down. He loved Taemin so much, why was heaven taking him away? Jonghyun finally turned himself around to just cry in Minho’s arms, because his heart was bleeding… The taller boy didn’t move away, he only held the blond boy tighter.
He knows whatever he says now wouldn’t help to mend up his wound, the best he could do is to let him cry in his arms.
It was already three days after Taemin’s death, Jonghyun was devastated. He cried every night thinking of Taemin, how he wished he could hug his Taemin once again. Jonghyun kept telling himself that it would be the last day he would cry for his lover’s death, but failed every single time he walked back to his house… His empty house.
Those empty spaces kept reminding him someone missing presence.
“Hyung, let me be the one to heal your wounds.” He placed his hands on the older boy’s shoulder, showing that determined look on his face. Jonghyun was a little shocked by his words, he never knew Minho had love him in a lover way. He always thought Minho’s care was because he was his best friend.
“Minho, I can’t be selfish.” Even if he did accept Minho, but will Minho be able to replaced Taemin? Can the person that was once the love of his life be replaced just like that?
“Hyung, let me be a substitution of Taemin. I’ll love you like how he does.” Minho was already clear of what he said… All he wants is to love Jonghyun.
“It’s not fair to…” Jonghyun wanted to reject once again but his words were cut off by Minho once again.
“It’s okay, hyung… Just let me stay by your side.” Minho eyes seemed as if they were begging Jonghyun. The tall boy took a step forward to bring the smaller boy in his arms… Maybe accepting Minho will be the best way to forget Taemin. Jonghyun finally agreed.
Jonghyun had never known this side of Minho. Minho loved white a lot, just like Taemin. Both of their smiles were innocent and their way of pouting seemed similar too… Why didn’t he notice it before? Was he too dense or something, he never knew his best friend and his lover has such close similarities.
“Hyung, I want to watch cartoon.” Minho pouted ay Jonghyun, Jonghyun just ruffled his hair like how he always did to Taemin.
“Alright, Tae…” Jonghyun paused as he found himself calling the wrong name… A name that should be mention in this household at all. Minho smile didn’t fades off, he still continued smiling.
“It’s okay, hyung. Like I told you, I’m willing to be Taemin substitution. It means even if you called me Taemin, I won’t mind.” Jonghyun gaze soften, he never knew he has such a charm that make Minho to be so deeply in love with him. Was it something good? He doesn’t know and have the ability to differentiate it anymore…
“Hy.. hyung…” He pants as Jonghyun cold finger trails down his skin. He never knew that he was that sensitive to touches… He groaned at the speed Jonghyun was going, it was so slow and teasingly. How he wished Jonghyun would just fuck him so roughly that he won’t be able to walk the next morning. His hands gripped the bedsheet even tighter when something wet engulfed the tip of his cock, a throaty moaned escaped from his luscious lips
Jonghyun hummed causing vibration to the younger boy’s cock, the feeling electrocuting. Jonghyun seemed skillful from the way he licked along his member, so slow and teasingly… The older boy fingers didn’t take a rest, it was massaging Minho’s balls only make it more and more hard for Minho to hold back…
He bit his bottom lips, trying to hold back his lusty moan… Jonghyun didn’t like it at all, he was Minho to moan his name, scream his name when he cum. He applied even more force, causing Minho to reach his first climax. Jonghyun swallow his cum before giving a last lick on his member. Minho panted, he never had being given a blowjob before. He thought that it was over but he was wrong.
Jonghyun climbed on top of him, smirking evilly. He lowered himself to Minho’s ear.
“Do you think you can help me?” Minho looked down at his harden cock, he almost have forgotten that his hyung hasn’t had his release yet. He nodded. Jonghyun grabbed the bottle of lube from the drawer beside the bed. He applied an ample amount on his member, so that the pain Minho feel would be much lesser. He brought Minho’s legs on his shoulder so that he could have a better access. He pressed his lips again on Minho’s, just to keep him busy for the moment.
He lubed his three fingers and pushed it into his tight hole. Minho arched his back, trying his best to adjust to the fingers. Jonghyun started by moving in and out slowly, scissoring in him so that he would be stretch enough. But still a guy’s body wasn’t made to be fucked. He quickens his speed and trying to find his sweet spot.
“AH.” A playful grin was on Jonghyun’s face, he just found it. He continued attacking at that spot, hearing Minho uncontrollable moans. He moved down to ravish his hyung’s neck leaving marking to show that he was his.
Jonghyun’s cock brushed his entrance and Minho instinctively tilted moved his hips to let him enter but Jonghyun didn’t. He kept brushing it, maybe sometime slipped in a little and pulled it out quickly… It soon became unbearable, his cock that has limp when back hard.
“Hy..hyung… Stop… Teasing…” he whimpered softly, hoping that his hyung would listen.
“Call me oppa…” Minho never had felt so needy before, all he thinks of was Jonghyun fucking him hard…
“Op…pa!” He squirmed at the last syllabus due to the fact that Jonghyun had penetrated in him. Jonghyun didn’t go slowly even though he jolly well knows it was his first time. He titled his cock at the angle to hit his prostate again and again, adding more and more force each time. Minho helplessly moan, the sensation sent him to cloud nine.
Precum was oozing out from his slit, he felt that he was near.
“Hyung… I…” Before he could even finished his sentence, he cum onto Jonghyun’s abs. At that moment the muscles in his hole squeezed his cock so tightly causing Jonghyun to reach his climax.
“Taemin!” He cried before he settled down his tired body beside Minho, not pulling himself out of his dongseng’s body. He kissed the back of Minho neck affectionately and wrapped his arms around Minho.
“I love you… Taemin…” He whispered softly before falling asleep… Minho’s eyes were soon filled with tears. Didn’t he tell himself that he doesn’t mind if Jonghyun called him Taemin? Didn’t he implant the fact that he was just here to substitute Taemin? Why was the painful feeling spreading throughout his body? Even with his Jonghyun’s warmth coming from the back, he still felt cold and lonely in heart…
He thought he could erase Taemin’s memories that were left deeply in Jonghyun’s mind, if he tried hard enough. He thought that he could walk into Jonghyun’s heart, if he loves him with all his heart. But he was wrong…
No matter how hard he try, he can only be Taemin’s substitute and nothing more…
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Actually this was also supposed to be posted long time ago..
For a certain date.. but yeah, missed it..
Jongho fic, a pairing that I like XD
Just feeling wanting to write this... :)
Pairing: onesided! Minho/Jonghyun and broken! Jonghyun/Taemin
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst
Summary: Minho thought that he can be more than just Taemin substitute.
If you said death is cruel to take away people’s life, then you’re wrong. Death is cruel to let you live on. Jonghyun kneeled on down on the cold floor, he couldn’t take it. Why did everything have to happen this way?
“Taemin…” he muttered softly under his breath, “why are you leaving me…” he fisted his finger and sent a punch on the floor. He couldn’t hold back himself anymore, he screamed Taemin’s name over and over again. He was screaming in so much pain.
Taemin has ripped his existence out of Jonghyun’s life. It also left an empty space in his heart. Minho wrapped his hands around the shorter boy, keeping him in his arms.
“Jonghyun, get a grip of yourself.” Jonghyun kept struggling and struggling, he can’t let it down. He loved Taemin so much, why was heaven taking him away? Jonghyun finally turned himself around to just cry in Minho’s arms, because his heart was bleeding… The taller boy didn’t move away, he only held the blond boy tighter.
He knows whatever he says now wouldn’t help to mend up his wound, the best he could do is to let him cry in his arms.
It was already three days after Taemin’s death, Jonghyun was devastated. He cried every night thinking of Taemin, how he wished he could hug his Taemin once again. Jonghyun kept telling himself that it would be the last day he would cry for his lover’s death, but failed every single time he walked back to his house… His empty house.
Those empty spaces kept reminding him someone missing presence.
“Hyung, let me be the one to heal your wounds.” He placed his hands on the older boy’s shoulder, showing that determined look on his face. Jonghyun was a little shocked by his words, he never knew Minho had love him in a lover way. He always thought Minho’s care was because he was his best friend.
“Minho, I can’t be selfish.” Even if he did accept Minho, but will Minho be able to replaced Taemin? Can the person that was once the love of his life be replaced just like that?
“Hyung, let me be a substitution of Taemin. I’ll love you like how he does.” Minho was already clear of what he said… All he wants is to love Jonghyun.
“It’s not fair to…” Jonghyun wanted to reject once again but his words were cut off by Minho once again.
“It’s okay, hyung… Just let me stay by your side.” Minho eyes seemed as if they were begging Jonghyun. The tall boy took a step forward to bring the smaller boy in his arms… Maybe accepting Minho will be the best way to forget Taemin. Jonghyun finally agreed.
Jonghyun had never known this side of Minho. Minho loved white a lot, just like Taemin. Both of their smiles were innocent and their way of pouting seemed similar too… Why didn’t he notice it before? Was he too dense or something, he never knew his best friend and his lover has such close similarities.
“Hyung, I want to watch cartoon.” Minho pouted ay Jonghyun, Jonghyun just ruffled his hair like how he always did to Taemin.
“Alright, Tae…” Jonghyun paused as he found himself calling the wrong name… A name that should be mention in this household at all. Minho smile didn’t fades off, he still continued smiling.
“It’s okay, hyung. Like I told you, I’m willing to be Taemin substitution. It means even if you called me Taemin, I won’t mind.” Jonghyun gaze soften, he never knew he has such a charm that make Minho to be so deeply in love with him. Was it something good? He doesn’t know and have the ability to differentiate it anymore…
“Hy.. hyung…” He pants as Jonghyun cold finger trails down his skin. He never knew that he was that sensitive to touches… He groaned at the speed Jonghyun was going, it was so slow and teasingly. How he wished Jonghyun would just fuck him so roughly that he won’t be able to walk the next morning. His hands gripped the bedsheet even tighter when something wet engulfed the tip of his cock, a throaty moaned escaped from his luscious lips
Jonghyun hummed causing vibration to the younger boy’s cock, the feeling electrocuting. Jonghyun seemed skillful from the way he licked along his member, so slow and teasingly… The older boy fingers didn’t take a rest, it was massaging Minho’s balls only make it more and more hard for Minho to hold back…
He bit his bottom lips, trying to hold back his lusty moan… Jonghyun didn’t like it at all, he was Minho to moan his name, scream his name when he cum. He applied even more force, causing Minho to reach his first climax. Jonghyun swallow his cum before giving a last lick on his member. Minho panted, he never had being given a blowjob before. He thought that it was over but he was wrong.
Jonghyun climbed on top of him, smirking evilly. He lowered himself to Minho’s ear.
“Do you think you can help me?” Minho looked down at his harden cock, he almost have forgotten that his hyung hasn’t had his release yet. He nodded. Jonghyun grabbed the bottle of lube from the drawer beside the bed. He applied an ample amount on his member, so that the pain Minho feel would be much lesser. He brought Minho’s legs on his shoulder so that he could have a better access. He pressed his lips again on Minho’s, just to keep him busy for the moment.
He lubed his three fingers and pushed it into his tight hole. Minho arched his back, trying his best to adjust to the fingers. Jonghyun started by moving in and out slowly, scissoring in him so that he would be stretch enough. But still a guy’s body wasn’t made to be fucked. He quickens his speed and trying to find his sweet spot.
“AH.” A playful grin was on Jonghyun’s face, he just found it. He continued attacking at that spot, hearing Minho uncontrollable moans. He moved down to ravish his hyung’s neck leaving marking to show that he was his.
Jonghyun’s cock brushed his entrance and Minho instinctively tilted moved his hips to let him enter but Jonghyun didn’t. He kept brushing it, maybe sometime slipped in a little and pulled it out quickly… It soon became unbearable, his cock that has limp when back hard.
“Hy..hyung… Stop… Teasing…” he whimpered softly, hoping that his hyung would listen.
“Call me oppa…” Minho never had felt so needy before, all he thinks of was Jonghyun fucking him hard…
“Op…pa!” He squirmed at the last syllabus due to the fact that Jonghyun had penetrated in him. Jonghyun didn’t go slowly even though he jolly well knows it was his first time. He titled his cock at the angle to hit his prostate again and again, adding more and more force each time. Minho helplessly moan, the sensation sent him to cloud nine.
Precum was oozing out from his slit, he felt that he was near.
“Hyung… I…” Before he could even finished his sentence, he cum onto Jonghyun’s abs. At that moment the muscles in his hole squeezed his cock so tightly causing Jonghyun to reach his climax.
“Taemin!” He cried before he settled down his tired body beside Minho, not pulling himself out of his dongseng’s body. He kissed the back of Minho neck affectionately and wrapped his arms around Minho.
“I love you… Taemin…” He whispered softly before falling asleep… Minho’s eyes were soon filled with tears. Didn’t he tell himself that he doesn’t mind if Jonghyun called him Taemin? Didn’t he implant the fact that he was just here to substitute Taemin? Why was the painful feeling spreading throughout his body? Even with his Jonghyun’s warmth coming from the back, he still felt cold and lonely in heart…
He thought he could erase Taemin’s memories that were left deeply in Jonghyun’s mind, if he tried hard enough. He thought that he could walk into Jonghyun’s heart, if he loves him with all his heart. But he was wrong…
No matter how hard he try, he can only be Taemin’s substitute and nothing more…
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Actually this was also supposed to be posted long time ago..
For a certain date.. but yeah, missed it..
Jongho fic, a pairing that I like XD
Just feeling wanting to write this... :)