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Intimacy isn't something that comes easily to you. At least not now that you've had time to tuck a couple of years under your belt and learn how fickle some people can be. There's someone in your life at the moment, however, who seems not just sincere, but also legitimately interested in you. At this point, you can trust your own judgment and you know it.
my horosccope. it's true.
hope everyone's 4/20 was enjoyable. i know mine was, spent the day in the suspension room. but i got high with steve before school, so it was made a bit more bearable by that. wow, i sound like such a bad ass. psh, i wish. everyone thinks of me as the good girl and i act the part just because i can't be bothered to try and change people's expectations of me. if that makes any sense. the person i am and what most people around here percieve me to be are completely different. i have changed a lot, and people still see me as the person i used to be. which is one of the many reasons i am so ready to get out of this place. i just need to start over, make a new first impression.
tuesday, it was so nice outside; steve and i went mini golfing. how awesome is that? i was so excited, i hadn't been in years. too bad he kicked my ass. and then we went to the park. i like steve because he does fun things with me. and he's so chill, which is good. i spend too much time around drama with jess and iredia ;/
umm. i have an interview at H&M tomorrow. i am literally broke. ok, not literally. i have umm... 72 cents. but anyway, i need the job. i don't know if i'll get it though, you're supposed to be friendly and loud and i'm neither. and i have no work experience. maybe i'll just have to resort to selling my virginity on e-bay like that one girl did. i'm getting rather tired of it, anyway.
it's a shame i don't have anything more exciting to say. i'm always so busy, i'm never at my house, but nothing is ever accomplished.
my horosccope. it's true.
hope everyone's 4/20 was enjoyable. i know mine was, spent the day in the suspension room. but i got high with steve before school, so it was made a bit more bearable by that. wow, i sound like such a bad ass. psh, i wish. everyone thinks of me as the good girl and i act the part just because i can't be bothered to try and change people's expectations of me. if that makes any sense. the person i am and what most people around here percieve me to be are completely different. i have changed a lot, and people still see me as the person i used to be. which is one of the many reasons i am so ready to get out of this place. i just need to start over, make a new first impression.
tuesday, it was so nice outside; steve and i went mini golfing. how awesome is that? i was so excited, i hadn't been in years. too bad he kicked my ass. and then we went to the park. i like steve because he does fun things with me. and he's so chill, which is good. i spend too much time around drama with jess and iredia ;/
umm. i have an interview at H&M tomorrow. i am literally broke. ok, not literally. i have umm... 72 cents. but anyway, i need the job. i don't know if i'll get it though, you're supposed to be friendly and loud and i'm neither. and i have no work experience. maybe i'll just have to resort to selling my virginity on e-bay like that one girl did. i'm getting rather tired of it, anyway.
it's a shame i don't have anything more exciting to say. i'm always so busy, i'm never at my house, but nothing is ever accomplished.