man, lemee tell ya. There are times in life when shit hits the fan, whether through no fault of your own or otherwise. Although this may not negate or even lessen the hurt now, rest assured that everything, and i mean everything eventually gets better with time.
I did something really, really, really stupid, and uncharacteristic of myself, and that upsets me. And you are right, shit has definately hit the fan...destroyed it, even. Even worse, my lack of thinking really hurt close friends, and may have done irreparable damage to said friendships. I know what I have to do, and have known for a while. It just really sucks that it had to come to this. I know it will get better, it just seems like everything is getting dumped on my life at once. And through fault of my own, and otherwise, things just seem to be par for the course, so to speak. But I guess when you hit the ground, there's only one way to go...so that's a plus.
PS...thanks for the 2 AM party at el bar de zikis...good times.
matt im going to killl you.glutton4tragedySeptember 4 2004, 13:55:39 UTC
i think this is always a subject whenever i post but thats not the point the point is, We both have lots of shit that is shitty. Why dont you ever call me when youre NOT drunk? damn. I'm far enough away from your posse so i can be the greatest of helps. And if you dont cheer up soon, I WILL FORCE YOU TO A SOX GAME! and we dont want to do that no do we? :) <33
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