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soo i feel like venting...so i'm going to type away...
People these days are losing all respect for themselves. i mean its one thing to do something because you want to and another thing to do it because you feel like thats just what everyone else wants you to do. if only you understood how stupid you are being. i mean really, all this for a little attention? i KNOW your better than this and i dont want to see you fall under this. after the first time i thought you werent going to continue because i really thought you reegretted it but then i hear these things and things are getting worse! but then not only is it getting worse, but you life about it. first you brag about it but the moment someone disagrees with these actions you change the story around to "oh well i regret it and i'm never doing i again" but thats obviously a bunch of bullshit because look at you. you not even your own person. you just this shadow of everyone else. your not leading...your following...following into a ditch. and then your parents? i know how they are and it would suck so bad when they lost trust in you. your letting everything get to your head and its HUGE right now and its changing you. And you complain about people starting rumors and how upset you are about it but all you can do is blame yourself because you brought it upon yourself and you let this happen. i hate feeling so useless when my friends do stupid stuff like this but there is nothing more i can do because i have done everything in my power. you know i love you death which is why i'm being a bitch because this just needs to end.
on a lighter note...SUMMER IS IN THREE WEEKS
People these days are losing all respect for themselves. i mean its one thing to do something because you want to and another thing to do it because you feel like thats just what everyone else wants you to do. if only you understood how stupid you are being. i mean really, all this for a little attention? i KNOW your better than this and i dont want to see you fall under this. after the first time i thought you werent going to continue because i really thought you reegretted it but then i hear these things and things are getting worse! but then not only is it getting worse, but you life about it. first you brag about it but the moment someone disagrees with these actions you change the story around to "oh well i regret it and i'm never doing i again" but thats obviously a bunch of bullshit because look at you. you not even your own person. you just this shadow of everyone else. your not leading...your following...following into a ditch. and then your parents? i know how they are and it would suck so bad when they lost trust in you. your letting everything get to your head and its HUGE right now and its changing you. And you complain about people starting rumors and how upset you are about it but all you can do is blame yourself because you brought it upon yourself and you let this happen. i hate feeling so useless when my friends do stupid stuff like this but there is nothing more i can do because i have done everything in my power. you know i love you death which is why i'm being a bitch because this just needs to end.
on a lighter note...SUMMER IS IN THREE WEEKS