i hate myself
im sorry...
you are all that i ever wanted and i fucked that up
so many things are goin through my head and i didnt mean to make you feel like this
my feelings arent the same
but i feel like its to late now...i wish i was dead
because i dont want to see you be a "slut"
i would probably have to die because i couldnt stand hearing that
ur better than that
you are the best, and im so fucking sorry, i wish you knew how sorry i am
you werent a crutch
your not a bitch
at times i just felt like it was hard to talk to u because you wouldnt say to much, like when u were int hat bad mood the other night on the phone, then i decided to be a bitch, then u were okay by the end of the night. i just acted to fast, i need to just chill the fuck out
id do anything to have you back
i dont care if this makes me look like a bitch
because after that i dont think anything that i say could make me look much worse
mica, i swere to you i dont feel that way, i swere it
i would kill myself right now just to prove that
you ARE all that i want, and i fucked up
i love you to death mica, you are everything
i just get frustrated. im sorry for rambling on and on.
theres nothing that i can say or prove or show to you so you knew how sorry i am
and theres nothing i can do to make you love me again, orhave this all go away
i wish it would...i dont feel that way...i fucking promise
i miss you already, i swere to god i love you mica
im such a puss. i keep crying, i wanted to fuck myself up royally last night but jeff was with me
im an even bigger fucked up mess without you
i dont want things to be worse, i want to be with you
i know we get into it alot but i swere to god nothing like this would ever happen again
fuck...i love you so much
you are all that i ever wanted and i fucked that up
so many things are goin through my head and i didnt mean to make you feel like this
my feelings arent the same
but i feel like its to late now...i wish i was dead
because i dont want to see you be a "slut"
i would probably have to die because i couldnt stand hearing that
ur better than that
you are the best, and im so fucking sorry, i wish you knew how sorry i am
you werent a crutch
your not a bitch
at times i just felt like it was hard to talk to u because you wouldnt say to much, like when u were int hat bad mood the other night on the phone, then i decided to be a bitch, then u were okay by the end of the night. i just acted to fast, i need to just chill the fuck out
id do anything to have you back
i dont care if this makes me look like a bitch
because after that i dont think anything that i say could make me look much worse
mica, i swere to you i dont feel that way, i swere it
i would kill myself right now just to prove that
you ARE all that i want, and i fucked up
i love you to death mica, you are everything
i just get frustrated. im sorry for rambling on and on.
theres nothing that i can say or prove or show to you so you knew how sorry i am
and theres nothing i can do to make you love me again, orhave this all go away
i wish it would...i dont feel that way...i fucking promise
i miss you already, i swere to god i love you mica
im such a puss. i keep crying, i wanted to fuck myself up royally last night but jeff was with me
im an even bigger fucked up mess without you
i dont want things to be worse, i want to be with you
i know we get into it alot but i swere to god nothing like this would ever happen again
fuck...i love you so much