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i cant take this, i dont know what to say, im sorry if this causes any problems, im seriously losing my mind, i cant find happiness anywhere, the only thing i want or miss is never going to happen, i hate everything man, i thought i could handle but i really cant, im losing it i swere im going fucking crazy i cant fucking sit still, i just want to go, just disapeere, theres nothin for me no more, i cant take this, id ont know how i have anything left to cry out, im fuckign.,sgdlkjasl;kgjsdl;akgma ;vl;as god im fucking sdgslakghl; god dammit i hate the world, i hate life, i hate everything, i hate it all i HATE IT, I HATE IT!, I FUCKING HATE IT!, JUST FUCKING KILL ME!, PLEASE JUST FUCKING KILL ME!, so ill be free, no more thinking, i dont want to go to bed anyone, im always fucking crying when im alone im always thinking about everything i dont want this, i hate how im acting its so gay, i just dont want any of this, im sorry, im so fucking sorry, i wish i could be cooler about everything but i cant. im having a mental fucking breakdown, just kill me please just take me outta here, i dont know what else to do. theres nothing left, theres nothing i hate life, i hate it, its not fucking fair, i hate it i fuck everything up i hate it all, I HATE IT, I FUCKING HATE IT, im sorry