A wave of lust turning love to dust...
So.. a lot has happend since i updated last...
I'll just give the highlights...
- My birthday party.. well kinda, hotel partyish, it was fun.. we had a lot of empties in the morning..
- Feburary vacation, lots of stuff happend...
- goin to boston with james, amber and chris and staying at chris's house, reminded me of msi. but we had good fun..
- me n james went to georgia which was definatly a good time. we left for boston on wednesday nite, spent the nite at his friend jay's house, and then took off for the south on thursday morning. i was wicked sick, but then as soon as i got in the warm weather my sickness died off, i came back up here and it came back, god damn maine coldness!
ne ways, we had much fun in georgia.. i met his family, and some of his friends, and we hung out with his brother. i kinda feel like we are closer now, im not sure why.
so we left on monday and took a plane back to boston, his mom went on a burn ride with us to the airport which was bad ass. once we were in boston we had to find a ride back to maine so we chilled out at chris's house and didnt find a ride until like 1 in the morning. i didnt get home until 4 so in total i have missed 4 days of skool.
my vacations always seem to be badass even when i think they are going to suck...
ne ways.. becca.. ya kno.. sometimes we get in fights, and we get pist at each other, and we apoligize and we make up, but really we never say what needs to be said, we bullshit around each other..
now.. you say the reason why you stopped talking to me is becuase you needed a break because of all my drug use.. i think that is a load of bullshit. if that is the only reason why then why would you leave ON MY BIRTHDAY after renting a porn that you knew neither of us could pay for, and then just taking off and turning off ur cell fone.. gee that must of been because i was dropping so much acid that nite, or not. i dont get you, you need a break from being my friend cus of drugs use, yet, you've smoked and u have drank with me, and ne thing else that i have done i did not involve you, at all. it just doesnt make sense. you were really one of my best friends, and i dont have a lot of friends, and you pretty much made me feel like a peice of shit for actually trusting someone who would stab me in the fucking back. if u were really my friend and had a problem with my drug use then you would talk to me aboutit or try to get me help, but no, instead you just stop talking to me like i don mean shit, so whatever, fuck you becca, i hope ur happy.
I'll just give the highlights...
- My birthday party.. well kinda, hotel partyish, it was fun.. we had a lot of empties in the morning..
- Feburary vacation, lots of stuff happend...
- goin to boston with james, amber and chris and staying at chris's house, reminded me of msi. but we had good fun..
- me n james went to georgia which was definatly a good time. we left for boston on wednesday nite, spent the nite at his friend jay's house, and then took off for the south on thursday morning. i was wicked sick, but then as soon as i got in the warm weather my sickness died off, i came back up here and it came back, god damn maine coldness!
ne ways, we had much fun in georgia.. i met his family, and some of his friends, and we hung out with his brother. i kinda feel like we are closer now, im not sure why.
so we left on monday and took a plane back to boston, his mom went on a burn ride with us to the airport which was bad ass. once we were in boston we had to find a ride back to maine so we chilled out at chris's house and didnt find a ride until like 1 in the morning. i didnt get home until 4 so in total i have missed 4 days of skool.
my vacations always seem to be badass even when i think they are going to suck...
ne ways.. becca.. ya kno.. sometimes we get in fights, and we get pist at each other, and we apoligize and we make up, but really we never say what needs to be said, we bullshit around each other..
now.. you say the reason why you stopped talking to me is becuase you needed a break because of all my drug use.. i think that is a load of bullshit. if that is the only reason why then why would you leave ON MY BIRTHDAY after renting a porn that you knew neither of us could pay for, and then just taking off and turning off ur cell fone.. gee that must of been because i was dropping so much acid that nite, or not. i dont get you, you need a break from being my friend cus of drugs use, yet, you've smoked and u have drank with me, and ne thing else that i have done i did not involve you, at all. it just doesnt make sense. you were really one of my best friends, and i dont have a lot of friends, and you pretty much made me feel like a peice of shit for actually trusting someone who would stab me in the fucking back. if u were really my friend and had a problem with my drug use then you would talk to me aboutit or try to get me help, but no, instead you just stop talking to me like i don mean shit, so whatever, fuck you becca, i hope ur happy.