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Highway 101
Kaylie told me to do this a long time ago... so here goes:
1.I'm very short.
2.I tend to be really insecure about myself.
3.I don't think much about myself.
4.I love my friends a lot.
5.I don't think some love me back though.
6.I do so much for people,
7.but it's for nothing.
8.There are so many people who have hurt me.
9.I'm broken inside.
10.I act all happy,
11.so ppl don't worry about me.
12.I care a lot about what people think, especially my friends.
13.A lot of people blow me off.
14.I think that I'm unattrative.
15.I have realy low self-esteem.
16.Talking about feelings isn't really my thing.
17.I'm a really good listener.
18.I keep secrets very well.
19.I think I'm a good friend.
20.A lot of people take advantage of me.
21.I hate people these days.
22.So many people let me down.
23.I'm lonely inside.
24.I'm a good actress.
26.I like to hide my emotions.
27.I like to help people out with their problems.
28.I love it when he says something to me.
29.I am very trusting of people.
30.There are so many things that I would like to say,
31.but I'm afraid of what it will mean.
32.I want to show the world who I am.
33.I want to make something of myself.
34.I want people to notice me.
35.I want people to know who I realy am,
36.and not just the outer shell.
37.I'm afraid of it though.
38.I'm afriad that if people realy knew who I was,
39.then they wouldn't like me.
40.I'm afraid to show my true self at times.
41.I'm afraid of being rejected.
42.I'm afriad of my anger
43.because I don't know what I'm capable of when I'm angry.
44.I'm afriad that I could hurt myself.
45.I'm afriad of dying.
46.I'm afriad of what will happen to my mom.
47.I'm afriad of meeting new people.
48.I'm not very social.
49.I raised myself.
50.I went to myself when I was sad or depressed.
51.I never went to my mom or dad when I was upset or crying about something.
51.Ever since I was little I would watch my mom go to the hospital.
53.I would hear about all the tests she had to do.
54.I would lay there crying in my bed,
55.afriad for my mom's life.
56.I don't like to show weakness.
57.I love to be crazy.
58.I love to act out.
59.I love to be differet.
60.I love to make people laugh.
61.I love to see people laugh.
62.I'd love to see ppl accept me for who I am.
63.I want them to look past the ugliness,
64.the shorness,
65.the crazyiness,
66.the fattness,
67.and just look at me,
68.inside
69.I can be a lovely person.
70.I can be your hero baby lol.
71.I want the pain to all go away.
72.I want the bitterness to end.
73.I want to get rid of all my sorrow and pain.
74.I don't talk about myself much.
75.There are tons and tons of things that people don't know about me.
76.I don't like my relatives,
77.They are realy mean,
78.and only think about themselves.
79.They dont give a rats ass about me.
80.I am not very forgiving of people, but I act like I do forgive them.
81.It takes me a long time to let people in.
82.I have this feeling that I don't belong.
83.That I don't fit in anywhere,
84.and that no one realy likes me,
84.and that feeling never goes away.
85.I don't deserve how some people treat me,
86.and I don't like it.
87.I started thinking about all the people who hurt me,
88.and then I stopped beacause it hurt too bad.
89.Most of the time I stay up late at night,
80.thinking about what painful things people have done to me.
81.I think about what they said.
82.I think about what they did.
83.I think about everything that happened to me.
84.I think about why people don't like me,
85.the people that are supposed to be my friends.
86.I think about the ways I had hurt people.
87.I think about how stupid I am to hurt the people I care the most about.
88.I hate crying.
89.I hate getting up in the morning.
90.I hate how he makes me feel.
91.I hate that he doesn't see me.
92.I hate how I'm invisible to him.
93.I hate that I do so much for people,
94.and not think about myself.
95.I hate that I give up things for people.
96.I hate how I cant go anywhere.
97.I hate sunshine.
98.I like to go to the beach at night,
99.to feel the peace and serenity of it.
100.I love to eat all the colors of the popsicals in the summertime.
101.I love to read books.
102.And I am going to do more than 101 to beat Kaylie lol.
103.I love to spend time with my friends.
104.I think Chad Michael Murry and Matt Dammon are hot.
105.I think that Brad Pitt is nothing special.
106.I loved the Disney movies Mulan and Spirit.
107.I don't really like scary movies because they freak me out,
108.and then I won't be able to go to sleep.
109.I like to write poems.
110.I love waking up late in the morning,
111.and snuggling underneath the covers,
112.and for that amount of time you have no worries.
113.I love to stay awake and watch the night go by,
114.beacuse it gives me a sense of comfort that time isn't moving too fast.
115.I love wearing comfortable clothings
116.and relaxing.
117.I love to look at the stars and the moon.
118.I like the feel of the night air against my body,
119.I love the cool breezes.
220.I love the people who love me dearly.
*wipes bead of sweat* I am finaly done! Yay! this was pretty hard. I don't know how Kaylie and Rika did this. BUT I'M DONE! YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
NOW I'm done with this.
Kaylie told me to do this a long time ago... so here goes:
1.I'm very short.
2.I tend to be really insecure about myself.
3.I don't think much about myself.
4.I love my friends a lot.
5.I don't think some love me back though.
6.I do so much for people,
7.but it's for nothing.
8.There are so many people who have hurt me.
9.I'm broken inside.
10.I act all happy,
11.so ppl don't worry about me.
12.I care a lot about what people think, especially my friends.
13.A lot of people blow me off.
14.I think that I'm unattrative.
15.I have realy low self-esteem.
16.Talking about feelings isn't really my thing.
17.I'm a really good listener.
18.I keep secrets very well.
19.I think I'm a good friend.
20.A lot of people take advantage of me.
21.I hate people these days.
22.So many people let me down.
23.I'm lonely inside.
24.I'm a good actress.
26.I like to hide my emotions.
27.I like to help people out with their problems.
28.I love it when he says something to me.
29.I am very trusting of people.
30.There are so many things that I would like to say,
31.but I'm afraid of what it will mean.
32.I want to show the world who I am.
33.I want to make something of myself.
34.I want people to notice me.
35.I want people to know who I realy am,
36.and not just the outer shell.
37.I'm afraid of it though.
38.I'm afriad that if people realy knew who I was,
39.then they wouldn't like me.
40.I'm afraid to show my true self at times.
41.I'm afraid of being rejected.
42.I'm afriad of my anger
43.because I don't know what I'm capable of when I'm angry.
44.I'm afriad that I could hurt myself.
45.I'm afriad of dying.
46.I'm afriad of what will happen to my mom.
47.I'm afriad of meeting new people.
48.I'm not very social.
49.I raised myself.
50.I went to myself when I was sad or depressed.
51.I never went to my mom or dad when I was upset or crying about something.
51.Ever since I was little I would watch my mom go to the hospital.
53.I would hear about all the tests she had to do.
54.I would lay there crying in my bed,
55.afriad for my mom's life.
56.I don't like to show weakness.
57.I love to be crazy.
58.I love to act out.
59.I love to be differet.
60.I love to make people laugh.
61.I love to see people laugh.
62.I'd love to see ppl accept me for who I am.
63.I want them to look past the ugliness,
64.the shorness,
65.the crazyiness,
66.the fattness,
67.and just look at me,
68.inside
69.I can be a lovely person.
70.I can be your hero baby lol.
71.I want the pain to all go away.
72.I want the bitterness to end.
73.I want to get rid of all my sorrow and pain.
74.I don't talk about myself much.
75.There are tons and tons of things that people don't know about me.
76.I don't like my relatives,
77.They are realy mean,
78.and only think about themselves.
79.They dont give a rats ass about me.
80.I am not very forgiving of people, but I act like I do forgive them.
81.It takes me a long time to let people in.
82.I have this feeling that I don't belong.
83.That I don't fit in anywhere,
84.and that no one realy likes me,
84.and that feeling never goes away.
85.I don't deserve how some people treat me,
86.and I don't like it.
87.I started thinking about all the people who hurt me,
88.and then I stopped beacause it hurt too bad.
89.Most of the time I stay up late at night,
80.thinking about what painful things people have done to me.
81.I think about what they said.
82.I think about what they did.
83.I think about everything that happened to me.
84.I think about why people don't like me,
85.the people that are supposed to be my friends.
86.I think about the ways I had hurt people.
87.I think about how stupid I am to hurt the people I care the most about.
88.I hate crying.
89.I hate getting up in the morning.
90.I hate how he makes me feel.
91.I hate that he doesn't see me.
92.I hate how I'm invisible to him.
93.I hate that I do so much for people,
94.and not think about myself.
95.I hate that I give up things for people.
96.I hate how I cant go anywhere.
97.I hate sunshine.
98.I like to go to the beach at night,
99.to feel the peace and serenity of it.
100.I love to eat all the colors of the popsicals in the summertime.
101.I love to read books.
102.And I am going to do more than 101 to beat Kaylie lol.
103.I love to spend time with my friends.
104.I think Chad Michael Murry and Matt Dammon are hot.
105.I think that Brad Pitt is nothing special.
106.I loved the Disney movies Mulan and Spirit.
107.I don't really like scary movies because they freak me out,
108.and then I won't be able to go to sleep.
109.I like to write poems.
110.I love waking up late in the morning,
111.and snuggling underneath the covers,
112.and for that amount of time you have no worries.
113.I love to stay awake and watch the night go by,
114.beacuse it gives me a sense of comfort that time isn't moving too fast.
115.I love wearing comfortable clothings
116.and relaxing.
117.I love to look at the stars and the moon.
118.I like the feel of the night air against my body,
119.I love the cool breezes.
220.I love the people who love me dearly.
*wipes bead of sweat* I am finaly done! Yay! this was pretty hard. I don't know how Kaylie and Rika did this. BUT I'M DONE! YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
NOW I'm done with this.