Throwback Entry: Check out this 'CLASS A' Emo entry from last year...
damn. seriously, what the hell prompted me to write shit like this...
i'll tell you what - the forces of emo.
however, it is funny reading it again and realizing how silly i sound.
maybe you'll agree as well.
psh, if you don't, then the way i see it, you're probably emo right now.
and so it goes went...
i needed to think. badly.
this afternoon i went to sierra vista park by myself.
after riding on the swings for a couple of minutes, i decided to sit on the grass field where upon i eventually lied down in my miserable state and stared up at the sky.
man, it was such a nice day out. sky was blue - the clouds and shit looked pretty neat too. so i lie there on the grass staring at the sky when this little smiling girl came up from behind and looked down at me.
i looked up at her, wiping the tears from my eyes, as i heard her nanny or mother or auntie call for her saying to "not go too far" in the background. ignoring her nanny-auntie-mother's call, this little girl continues to smile at me and then slowly sits down next to me, lies back, and looks up at the sky as well.
and that just made me smile.
she lied there for only about a minute before she went back to her nanny-mother-auntie. i guess it's one of those moments you can only experience at the park. and as surreal as it seemed, it was sweet.
so, emo folks, you can either build yourself a wall to get over it, or do you one better and run head first into it.