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Sep 10, 2005 20:59

someone called me offering 2 tickets for tomorrow night's Foo Fighters/Weezer show tomorrow in Tampa. $40 a piece. I don't have the money or anyone to take, so I turned it down, but anybody feel like going?

I just turned on the tv and Trent Reznor is playing a piano version of "Hurt". God I love music. Speaking of God and music and musician's with pianos... last night I watched Shelter From the Storm. The music being played and the messages delivered by the actors really hit an unusual place in my heart. This spot close to the area of my heart that hurts when I hear the news of tragedies such as the one in New Orleans, but it's more on the side that makes me feel happy because of the good of humanity that allows us to overcome hardships. That wasn't nearly as poetic as it needs to be, but while my eyes get smaller in reaction to how sad it is, I smile because I feel like things are going to be better in the end, because we have the power to make it better.
Anyway, I got a plastic bag with a list of supplies in it, and I'm going to fill it up with whatever I can spare.

I keep telling myself, when I have power and wealth, I'll make up for all the charities I can't do now.

P.S.
It's weird. Since I've opened up and talked about my personal life, Idunno if it's gotten any better, but it feels a lot better. And I've gotten to talk to people, listen to their take on things and see how their wisdom connects to me. And I've just listened to friends, they'll talk about something in thier life and I'll do my best to help. And I've gotten to help, and that makes me feel good, and in turn, I'll get something out of it that connects to my situation. All I have to do is let go, to put it simply. And I should clear things up with God, make sure we're still cool. but uh... Things are always darkest before dawn.. It's cloudy outside, so I'm still not gonna get my hopes up, but the sun is coming up.
I may not get what I want, but I may get what I need. right?
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