Mar 29, 2008 04:56
I'm sorry for the calls i dont pick up
I'm sorry for the messages i dont return
I'm sorry that i dont try hard enough
I'm sorry I dont see my old friends as much as my new ones.
I'm sorry that people constantly make plans with me
I'm sorry that my car is broken
I'm sorry that it was cold and snowy in the winter
I'm a fuck-up i already know this.
I dont need to be told how bad of a person i am.
I'm reminded everytime i look in the mirror.
There are old friends that i have seem to grown apart from in the last weeks/months.
There are new friends some whom i just met under a week ago and i'm growing very close to very quickly.
But that doesn't mean that my feelings for any of my old friends have gone away.
I know people are worried about me, but i'm fine.
I'm feeling better than i have in a long time.
One of the coolest people i've met recently is a girl named Alex out in madison.
She gave me a sweet hat.
I cant wait til she comes out here and i can introduce her to people.
I think breanne and her would get along great.
She is one day older than me. And we act a lot alike.
We rocked out to N'sync in her car and made everyone hate us.
I gotta admit, even i hated us.
She likes coming up with theme party ideas and actually follows through with them.
Tonight is the Zombie party but i have to work.
well thats where i'm at...
I'm really sorry
But things are getting better for me
and thats what i need
I hope your still there for me when i need you
because you know i'll always be here for you
Scott Roger Ross