When I grow up...I'll be stable...

Dec 10, 2007 10:59

I worked a 13 hour shift last night.
9:00 pm to 10:00 am.
Its monday and I've already put 21 hours into that place.
Two more doubles this week...that sounds like two more 12 hour shifts at least.

I'm a child on the inside, i'll always be one.
Shiny things amuse me, cute things distract me.
When i'm bored at work...
I bounce around and screech like a monkey.
When i'm upset at work...
I throw a tantrum and bitch and moan.
But it helps get me through the day...
Knowing i have more of an imagination or
having more of my inner-child in me
than most out there.
Its something I'm pround of.

I've made a lot of plans for some off nights.
I may not follow through with all of them.
I need my sleep and then I need to hang out with a few people i have not seen in a few days.
I know i could get some "action" if i follow through with any of my options for hanging out but I need some time with certain people and i hope no one faults me for it.

I'm sorry if i sleep really late and don't call you tonight.
I really am.
But I have some people that I need to be there for.

-V.D.H.
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