Please tell me you're allright
I worry sometimes, I worry all the time. When anyone mentions death and dying or injury or sickness I get so scared. This year has been hard enough. So many people have died this year, it freaking me out. I just dont know what I would do, or how I would go on if the person I love died or got hurt. And its not gonna happen. But Iraq is a dangerous place, and everyday I dont hear from him I wonder if the last time we talked was really the last time. And I wonder, yesterday when I missed your call, was that your last chance to tell me you love me...and I missed it? I cant help it. Im so scared. And I dont want Dylan to know how scared I am. I wonder how his family is doing. Joyce died in Buffy season 5. sorta set me over the edge. Please, let him be allright.