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Well I am confused and baffled again. As you can maybe tell from my LJ friends list I've been talking to Erin again. And what's worse is thigns are going great, I stayed up till 6 in the morning laughing and smiling and chatting and in 24 hours talked to her maybe 8 or 9 wiht alot mroe afterwards too. In the past few days I've been told that she thinks about me way more than anyone else, she can't stand and was afraid to hurt me, she wishes she never even met Luke, I'm the nicest most kind person she's ever met, she thinks I'm nice cute funny, I'm very easy to get along, she feels shes making a mistake, she misses me, she can't be without talking to me it drives her nuts, and that she regrets the choice she made, and all I wanna yell is then what are you doing?! My never again wall is just about gone, I miss her so, I regret my having ot force her to choose, and I seem to be the worst person ever at holding a grudge. It seems like the stupidest thing ever to have such an obvious great choice and to never see how it goes. And I am put in the worst place of all because I wish I could take that section in time back too, but I can and all I need to do is forgive :S