what a world (steam let off)

[stumpfy2004]

first i would like to say i love you all. for those who i am not talking to you can just not read this if you dont want to. just to lets you know i am just letting off a little steam and rambling a lot. might make some people mad or upset with me for a while. right now i dont care. what is it with me. anybody know. i hate feeling like this i hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it. as most people know you know what happend this morning or 2 hours ago what ever. katie came out and told me how she feels about me. which was nice dont get me wrong. i like being liked. lets me know that i am not doing anything to cause people to hate me. until they start liking me too much, and me liking them not so much. and they feeling sad and saying well thats not a good reason. or something like that. now its not like i dont go out with them cause i hate them. i would do just about anything for them. everything is just cunfusing right now. reasons not to go out right now is my mission. right now that is what i am thinking of. not thinking of trying to get a girlfriend. if i had about a year in a half sure no problem. but it is just about 6 to 8 months away. some people would say thats long enough. to you yeah but to me most likely not. another reason is yes i like someone else most know who it is from a unamed person (dr) but i have no guts to ask her (this being one fear of mine). and it is hard to face her cause i think that she knows. believe she was told i liked her from the same unamed person. and its hard to face dani and now katie knowing that they like me still well i dont know now after what happend. and if anyone gets dani please fill me in. cause if she still likes me then why try to get me hooked up and then go off and become sad. or call me saying that i am stupid for what i am doing and i can make this work or something like that. well what do you want me to say. i want to be happy keep others around me happy try to keep a smile on mine and others faces but when i am caught in between everything then it is kinda hard. and just one thing what is with the kissing. why does it have to be sneaky. what happened to the both people slowly leaning to kiss. not getting into a persons face without them knowing until that last second before it happens. for one to werid and unexpected. thats happend a couple of times. and sorry about the wierd look afterwards but like i said too wierd. thats my take on it. now dont everyone go out and say hey dani katie korey just went out and said all this stuff about you and this and that ext. nothings bad in this. i just hope nothing changes between anybody. you guys most likely know about this already so nothing new. just another log in my soap script. would make a nice soap dont you think. well steam out. hope everyone is great. nothing bad. well got to go .
signing off til next time

L.Y.F.E.