(no subject)
when did you need me the most?
those nights i thought carefully about my words
added drones to a miscarried jukebox
mixed drinks in pastel colors
and love songs that were aborted
like those memories, you are impressing already
into a flat montage
of like images that will never make sense to me
they are the impresses of magazine cutouts
of things i will never have
these last words we have repeated in other contexts
surrounded by glass bottles
and once only i thought we were on
the wrong path to destruction
things that were only a detour to bliss
and i loved you, most importantly
this is what i have of you
a milk carton awaiting deconstruction
a building project, an innocence in the flimsy intention
am i like this, a thin cardboard skyscraper
something inflexibly temporary,
and ultimately of the imagination.
those nights i thought carefully about my words
added drones to a miscarried jukebox
mixed drinks in pastel colors
and love songs that were aborted
like those memories, you are impressing already
into a flat montage
of like images that will never make sense to me
they are the impresses of magazine cutouts
of things i will never have
these last words we have repeated in other contexts
surrounded by glass bottles
and once only i thought we were on
the wrong path to destruction
things that were only a detour to bliss
and i loved you, most importantly
this is what i have of you
a milk carton awaiting deconstruction
a building project, an innocence in the flimsy intention
am i like this, a thin cardboard skyscraper
something inflexibly temporary,
and ultimately of the imagination.