Jan 03, 2008 11:45
So it's a new year and not much has changed. Still broke. Still not with X. Still misunderstood by my family. Still not an awesome roller girl. But things aren't all bad. Work is going well and I'm becoming more motivated about making some positive changes - quitting smoking, getting in better shape, saving $ for my trip, etc.
I have really bad cramps today. Ugh. Hate being a girl. My cough also won't go away. I almost died at derby practice on Sunday. Don't know why I've been sick for the better part of three months but it has to be gone soon! It's SO COLD out today.
Saw a good movie last night - I am Legend with Will Smith, who I usually don't like. It was great though - kinda like 28 Days Later but a little more personal and less gore.
New Year's Eve was kinda fun, skipped around to a bunch of different places, got way too drunk and went home before 1, typical. It wasn't the same without X - last year was the best New Year's ever. Found out he spent this one with another girl. Freaked out. I guess I am not in any position to be jealous, but I am damnit. He's still not ready to grow up and have a real relationship so he's decided to start a long distance booty call scenario. Real mature. Real heartbreaking. Really not my problem I guess.