No meaning for tonight...

Oct 21, 2004 22:01

I can’t really explain in words how I’m feeling right now. You left like 15 min ago and I don’t think my heart will ever slow its pace. I’m listening to every song possible that reminds me of you and it’s doing nothing but putting that smile on my face that you somehow always seem to do, but making me miss you more. Tonight was simply amazing. But that word is often overused, I don’t even know if there is a word that can describe how tonight went. My mouth is sore from smiling, but I don’t even seem to care, because it was you making me smile so much. Your taste still lingers on my lips…bubblegum lip gloss, go figure. I don’t ever recall bubblegum tasting so damn good.

The place I took you to eat was the first place I ever took you. I intentionally did it, just to bring back memories, good times, and just to see if that goofy magician was there. I still have no clue how he put both of our names on that playing card…do you still have it? Just sitting across from you, I felt like nothing could go wrong…hell the waiter was odd as hell, but wasn’t the first one? After running through puddles and the pouring rain, we got back into my beast of a truck…Headed to my house and just settled in for the rest of the night. The Red Sox, my favorite team…I would never thought in my lifetime, that you would actually cuddle up with me and watch a baseball game, Red Sox won and you got my heart as well. Still cuddled on my uncomfortable futon, flipped the channels over and over, and you had your mind set on Drum line. By this time my arm was so numb but nothing seemed to matter because once again….you was in my arms. You had to leave, we gave our goodbyes and you headed down the misty road. I have a picture of tonight for me to remember what a great night it was, but I think it’ll stick out in my head more than anything. I wont get to see you for basically a month, which is terrible…but the thought that I got to spend tonight with you, will keep my hopes up. I already miss you and I can’t stand to be away from you. I’m going to miss you so much; I’ll see you in a month…
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