"And I'm all alone so far up here....and my oxygen's all gone"
Well things have changed drastically since I last updated. Things just seemed to get shittier and shittier but I had an amazing day with Alycia yesterday. Something I really needed..but more about that later.
I got kicked out of school. My GPA, you ask? 0.00. Yeah, that's right, I rock at school. I really didn't want to go back and now I CAN'T. I can't afford that school anyway. I didn't think that I would miss it as much as I do right now though. I didn't think I was all that close to anyone up there...which I guess I'm not but I miss everyone like CRAZY. I asked Jenn to send me some of my mail that was up there and she put a little note in there...and when I read it, I burst into tears. My parents think I just dropped out, they don't know that I got the boot. So that adds to the stress. When I started crying over Jenn's note, my mom was like "Well, it's your own fault. I don't want to hear it." And the same thing when they were talking about Burlington on the news. Yeah, I know I'm a loser but these people became my family. I have a hard time dealing with new people/friends so it took me longer to feel comfortable with them..and it was just happening as we were all leaving for Christmas Break. Oh well. It was an experience I needed to have. I needed to get away from my family and RI for a bit. I guess you could say it was a vacation. I'm not regretful of going or spending the money to go there. I can always go visit.
Taylor coming to visit was fun...getting her from the bus stop was quite the adventure. lol EJ gave me a ride in his oh-so-sexy car and when we got to the bus stop, I called Taylor to see where they were and they were like 50 miles from the school still so EJ decided he wanted to drive around for a little bit. He drives like a freakin MANIAC! We drove up Main Street and he was riding this guy's ass like it was his job. He had just had a Turbo engine put in and the exhaust and such (I know nothing about that sort of thing) so his car is really loud and he makes sure everyone knows it. HAHA Then we went into the parking garage at the mall to see how many alarms we could set off with the exhaust: 4. He pulled the e-brake around the corners and such...I was terrified. I had my eyes covered almost the whole time and he was just cracking up. Then we went to get gas and he left his lights and radio on...he pumped gas and put oil in...well the battery died. And nobody would help us out. In the meantime, Taylor called and said that they were in Burlington, almost to the busstop so I told her what happened...and who drives by? The freakin bus. HAHA It was quite comical. Some nice guy called AAA for us and we went to get her. Speaking of EJ, things didn't work out...they got a little too violent for me. I couldn't stand having to explain bruises, bumps and cuts. He kinda douched me over too...oh well. It was fun while it lasted.
Finally quit that horrible job at Cumby's...but now I have no job and I need one because I just bought a car. It's oh so sexy (and buried in the freakin snow right now). It's a white 95 Jeep Grand Cherokee...the body is in awesome shape, the engine seems to run well, me and Auntie Pam cleaned the inside out and it looks awesome. But I've been running into nothing but problems trying to register it. Hopefully everything will work out. I bought it from Zach for $800...God I love that boy. I had a really satisfying conversation with him last night and I feel like I'm needed...He said somehting to the effect of me being his best friend and he knows I'm always there for him when he needs me. It felt REALLLY good.
So my day with Alycia yesterday....The drive up there sucked. The snow made me so nervous. When I got there, we just hung out in her house for a little and then we got hungry so we left and went to Spike's for lunch. When we were getting into the car to leave Spikes, this woman backed into another car and got out and looked at her car and just left. We tried to get her license plate number to leave for the people she hit but it was too late. Then we ventured up to Providence and I wanted to show here the general area where the new Lupo's is going to be so we took the Amazing exit. I decided I wanted to see where the Ethic Concepts on Wickenden is so we went that way. Big mistake. It was hardly plowed and people were parked ont he side of the road and it was just realllllly stressful. I remembered the beautiful park that John Daniels and Bill showed me so I wanted to find that...the pictures from there would be beautiful. We were a road up the hill too far. We took a left to go to the next street down and the road was nothing but a huge hill. It was bigger than we thought. I took the left onto the street I was supposed to be on, but the car fishtailed right into a snow bank. There was no damage or anything but we were stuck. I just hit the gas hoping it would dig itself out. THe snow was spraying EVERYWHERE. It was super funny. We were cracking up. We got out and got to the park where the snow was waist deep so we didn't even take any pictures. We headed to the mall and there were only 2 stores open: Borders and Filenes. It was so odd. Apparently there are rules at the mall now...you can't were offensive clothes, no shouting, no running, no photography...I was taking a picture of the rules sign (I hadn't read them all) and the cop came over and yelled at me. Douchebag! Then we went to Stop and Shop to get paper plates for Alycia's mom and then went back to her house. We hung out there for a while and Alycia suggested we order pizza for dinner. Her mom sounded soooo high (she wasn't though) when she was ordering...and then she had to call back and fix the order. lol Good times...I have pictures but can't find the hookup to the digital camera :(
I got kicked out of school. My GPA, you ask? 0.00. Yeah, that's right, I rock at school. I really didn't want to go back and now I CAN'T. I can't afford that school anyway. I didn't think that I would miss it as much as I do right now though. I didn't think I was all that close to anyone up there...which I guess I'm not but I miss everyone like CRAZY. I asked Jenn to send me some of my mail that was up there and she put a little note in there...and when I read it, I burst into tears. My parents think I just dropped out, they don't know that I got the boot. So that adds to the stress. When I started crying over Jenn's note, my mom was like "Well, it's your own fault. I don't want to hear it." And the same thing when they were talking about Burlington on the news. Yeah, I know I'm a loser but these people became my family. I have a hard time dealing with new people/friends so it took me longer to feel comfortable with them..and it was just happening as we were all leaving for Christmas Break. Oh well. It was an experience I needed to have. I needed to get away from my family and RI for a bit. I guess you could say it was a vacation. I'm not regretful of going or spending the money to go there. I can always go visit.
Taylor coming to visit was fun...getting her from the bus stop was quite the adventure. lol EJ gave me a ride in his oh-so-sexy car and when we got to the bus stop, I called Taylor to see where they were and they were like 50 miles from the school still so EJ decided he wanted to drive around for a little bit. He drives like a freakin MANIAC! We drove up Main Street and he was riding this guy's ass like it was his job. He had just had a Turbo engine put in and the exhaust and such (I know nothing about that sort of thing) so his car is really loud and he makes sure everyone knows it. HAHA Then we went into the parking garage at the mall to see how many alarms we could set off with the exhaust: 4. He pulled the e-brake around the corners and such...I was terrified. I had my eyes covered almost the whole time and he was just cracking up. Then we went to get gas and he left his lights and radio on...he pumped gas and put oil in...well the battery died. And nobody would help us out. In the meantime, Taylor called and said that they were in Burlington, almost to the busstop so I told her what happened...and who drives by? The freakin bus. HAHA It was quite comical. Some nice guy called AAA for us and we went to get her. Speaking of EJ, things didn't work out...they got a little too violent for me. I couldn't stand having to explain bruises, bumps and cuts. He kinda douched me over too...oh well. It was fun while it lasted.
Finally quit that horrible job at Cumby's...but now I have no job and I need one because I just bought a car. It's oh so sexy (and buried in the freakin snow right now). It's a white 95 Jeep Grand Cherokee...the body is in awesome shape, the engine seems to run well, me and Auntie Pam cleaned the inside out and it looks awesome. But I've been running into nothing but problems trying to register it. Hopefully everything will work out. I bought it from Zach for $800...God I love that boy. I had a really satisfying conversation with him last night and I feel like I'm needed...He said somehting to the effect of me being his best friend and he knows I'm always there for him when he needs me. It felt REALLLY good.
So my day with Alycia yesterday....The drive up there sucked. The snow made me so nervous. When I got there, we just hung out in her house for a little and then we got hungry so we left and went to Spike's for lunch. When we were getting into the car to leave Spikes, this woman backed into another car and got out and looked at her car and just left. We tried to get her license plate number to leave for the people she hit but it was too late. Then we ventured up to Providence and I wanted to show here the general area where the new Lupo's is going to be so we took the Amazing exit. I decided I wanted to see where the Ethic Concepts on Wickenden is so we went that way. Big mistake. It was hardly plowed and people were parked ont he side of the road and it was just realllllly stressful. I remembered the beautiful park that John Daniels and Bill showed me so I wanted to find that...the pictures from there would be beautiful. We were a road up the hill too far. We took a left to go to the next street down and the road was nothing but a huge hill. It was bigger than we thought. I took the left onto the street I was supposed to be on, but the car fishtailed right into a snow bank. There was no damage or anything but we were stuck. I just hit the gas hoping it would dig itself out. THe snow was spraying EVERYWHERE. It was super funny. We were cracking up. We got out and got to the park where the snow was waist deep so we didn't even take any pictures. We headed to the mall and there were only 2 stores open: Borders and Filenes. It was so odd. Apparently there are rules at the mall now...you can't were offensive clothes, no shouting, no running, no photography...I was taking a picture of the rules sign (I hadn't read them all) and the cop came over and yelled at me. Douchebag! Then we went to Stop and Shop to get paper plates for Alycia's mom and then went back to her house. We hung out there for a while and Alycia suggested we order pizza for dinner. Her mom sounded soooo high (she wasn't though) when she was ordering...and then she had to call back and fix the order. lol Good times...I have pictures but can't find the hookup to the digital camera :(