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Apr 14, 2005 13:29

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Advice on Saturn Return morgananduin May 2 2005, 17:27:41 UTC
Lisa, Hello! I miss you, terribly. I really wish I could work out the teleporter technology. Tina says you said hello. And then she told me about Lena. If you are up to it, can you tell me what went down? I did not see details in LJ. No surprise there. I only logged in to find out what is going on with you. Generally, I just don't have the time to read or write to LJ.

Anyway, I said I'd offer you soke Saturn Return advice. (Gods! I feel like I went through two of them, and am just emerging from #2.) The trick I have found is this...yeah, it's gonna be hard, and yeah, it's gonna through curve balls and sucker punches at you all the way through...so, what to do? Well, hoping they won't come isn't going to help. Resisting them isn't going to help. They're like the Borg, that way. Dodging them doesn't seem to help, either. So, they're coming. And you can't avoid them...do you see where I am going? You have to embrace them. Not that you have to enjoy them, or welcome them,...but take them in as part of you, as your life's lessons squared, condensed. Seek out meaning in each blow. There is a tremendous opportunity in the Saturn Return. I liken it some, to a psychadelic trip. Things will come up. How you respond to them will influence your experience with them more than anything else. So, be strong, but be flexible. Let go of as much expectation as you can, and rise to meet the chaos that you know will come, is already here. Let it wash over you, bathe you, become you, rather than letting it wash you away, drowning in the rush and power of it.

Am I making any sense? I hope I am. And I'm going to call you in the next day or two. I hope I still have a valid number for you. If you don't hear from me, maybe I don't have it. Call me. I miss you. I want only the best for you. You are strong, and beautiful, and wise, and you are loved.

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