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I still feel like that everyday. Maybe its this weather. Maybe its the seasonal affect disorder. Maybe its the fact that I can't find McDonalds french fries at midnight. Or maybe, just maybe, I really do hate this place.
I know it seems I only write here when I am feeling crappy, but let me share something with you, I am always feeling crappy. This place, this job, these people, none of it suits me. But the problem is NOTHING suits me. I should be happy. I am "blessed" with a lovely wife, a great house, good friends (when i get to see them) a good job, and yet nothing seems to be right. I think I am just destined to be that grumpy old fuck who nobody wants to talk to.
my eyes are burning and my head hurts. It's 31 degrees outside. what's not to love.
I know it seems I only write here when I am feeling crappy, but let me share something with you, I am always feeling crappy. This place, this job, these people, none of it suits me. But the problem is NOTHING suits me. I should be happy. I am "blessed" with a lovely wife, a great house, good friends (when i get to see them) a good job, and yet nothing seems to be right. I think I am just destined to be that grumpy old fuck who nobody wants to talk to.
my eyes are burning and my head hurts. It's 31 degrees outside. what's not to love.