back from mom's
kyle and i got back from mom's in kentucky yesterday. she's doing well, a little weak, but i'm thinking she'll recover back to the mom we used to know. kyle and i saw mitch in lexington on the way back and mom is staying with mom until the 5th or so. it was good, but i've got stuff i have to do here as well. like finish songs, that would be nice. kevin's new years eve party was last night, i didn't sleep a wink.
the entire time i was at mom's during the drives, i was at a steady grade of good. then i get to kevin's last night and it's a constant up and down. it was weird. tired not tired, crowded lonely, talkative not-talkative. just wasn't cool, and i really couldn't tell you why i felt like that, sometimes it would change every 15 minutes. but burnout3 is amazing, awes even. and it's impossible to try to write music with more than two other people in the room. it just doesn't work.
i need a shower. although i'm not sure if i'd be able to stand up for very long in one spot without falling over and tumbling out of the tub.
i really want to write and read. maybe i'll nap and then do that. yeah, that's what i'll do. it's worth it.
too early.
the entire time i was at mom's during the drives, i was at a steady grade of good. then i get to kevin's last night and it's a constant up and down. it was weird. tired not tired, crowded lonely, talkative not-talkative. just wasn't cool, and i really couldn't tell you why i felt like that, sometimes it would change every 15 minutes. but burnout3 is amazing, awes even. and it's impossible to try to write music with more than two other people in the room. it just doesn't work.
i need a shower. although i'm not sure if i'd be able to stand up for very long in one spot without falling over and tumbling out of the tub.
i really want to write and read. maybe i'll nap and then do that. yeah, that's what i'll do. it's worth it.
too early.