red pillow-i-ness
i'm going to demolish this pillow before i even get to college next semester. i don't think i've set it down in the past 3 hours. church was good, as it turns out, leah and i had a prophetic conversation last night. we covered the entire sermon within our conversation, it was odd. cool, but weird. and she even said maybe someday she'll be a prophetic lady. how about today? why not. we all ate at long john silver's and got pirate cutout hats. then we made a snow man, snow dog, and a penguin on a stump. they rock. me, steve, leah, and most importantly kyle. he did the artsy work that makes it look good. ping pong and goofing with my new pedal.
lines and boundaries. slightly erased letters and smudged print. fuzzy memories, smeared paints, gray areas and i don't know enough to distinguish one side from the other. it's kind of like taking a yellow to red scale, and throwing blue in the middle of it. it doesn't belong there, it doesn't make any sense, and the continuity is all screwed up.
why do drifters drift? proposition a: for some reason or another, people don't ever get to know them, so they never get to know anybody else. not really know them, especially not enough to become attached. and so it's easy to go. and they do. proposition b: to escape something. proposition c: to find something.
adapting, growing, maturing, whatever you want to call it, you lose stuff and gain stuff. it's what happens. so what do i focus on? gaining.
pillow.
lines and boundaries. slightly erased letters and smudged print. fuzzy memories, smeared paints, gray areas and i don't know enough to distinguish one side from the other. it's kind of like taking a yellow to red scale, and throwing blue in the middle of it. it doesn't belong there, it doesn't make any sense, and the continuity is all screwed up.
why do drifters drift? proposition a: for some reason or another, people don't ever get to know them, so they never get to know anybody else. not really know them, especially not enough to become attached. and so it's easy to go. and they do. proposition b: to escape something. proposition c: to find something.
adapting, growing, maturing, whatever you want to call it, you lose stuff and gain stuff. it's what happens. so what do i focus on? gaining.
pillow.