May 12, 2004 20:41
well these past 3 days have been very emotional to me i lost someone very special nd its my first time ever experiencing something like that i am gettin better now but its gonna be hard to get back to normal if i ever do well once again cant stand wat i do i think i shouldn't do anything with guys at all until i kno im ready nd he's not an asshole who doesn't respect wat you say oh well that ain't gonna happen so i guess im not happening either lol well lately i've been flirting with like someone so weird im not gonna say who but its just like the most unlikely person probably just some stupid thing i go through but oh well
so thats it nd tata for now....:-)
...viv