Sep 18, 2003 11:59
I'm quite bummed about missing Ellen every day. I caught the show on Friday with Dennis Quaid and Lisa Marie Presley, but, come on, there have been WAY better guests in the last two weeks (Sean Hayes, Sharon Stone, Rachel, er, Jennifer Aniston - shut up, I like her).
Sadly, little things like Ellen on TV are really what I need right now. Small, happy things, things I look forward to.
Looking forward to things is key for me. I have a serious problem being satisfied with what's happening right.now. (Unless, of course, I'm in the middle of a small, happy time - then I take notice and enjoy.)
So many things, so many things to work on.
At lunch with my friend, Melanie yesterday, I was told that I have a very extreme personality. Not, of course, meaning that I am "in-your-face," or, even, extroverted, but that I am never satisfied with the middle.
It's true. I don't like doing anything half-way, and I don't have much patience. If my living room looks horrible, it stresses me out until I find the time to paint it, to clean it, to put.things.away.
I have trouble letting things go.
How do I work on this?