I am here to tell u that I don't know what else to do
I don't know what else to do...it is just one of those moments where live has no purpose, which it always lacks but at most points of time in my life I don't seem to care. In fact I almost enjoy the fact that there is no purpose in life right now. Just as I am typing this (like right at this very moment; boom; now!) I realize that this might be because I did not run today. *Back to the point: I am sitting in this chair realizing the following things (I am sorry but it is a list):
-There is no really good form of government. Democracy, and people elect idiots...who am I joking I am feeling way to lazy to actually name some other types of governments and their problems. On the the next thing.
-I stick, physically. I have not showered since last night and I worked in the yard today.
-I have this retarded lock on my desk that I don't know the combo to but I don't want to get rid of it cuz it's a perfectly fine lock; but u know that deep-down somewhere it's starting to make me angry and I know that I should just plop it in the trash but I won't.
-I am a jerk about losing at things cuz I don't very often.
-I am a jerk about being wrong about this just cuz.
-I forgot to cash a check from Fuego today.
-You all out there just don't care.
-I hate light bulbs that put out yellow light.
-I really like this girl but am such a shittier shit in the one situation that I don't know what to do.
And (this sentence is being continued from the *) I realize that there is only one thing I can do to fix it. And that one thing is get to briefly get my shit together and go to bed. Because then stuff starts to happen and I get so caught up in it that I forget that I won't actually fix anything that day. And I am oh so glad that I do get caught up in these things because where I am now is not a fun place. Dylan, did any of that make sense? I will take care of a comment for u and say - no -...
-There is no really good form of government. Democracy, and people elect idiots...who am I joking I am feeling way to lazy to actually name some other types of governments and their problems. On the the next thing.
-I stick, physically. I have not showered since last night and I worked in the yard today.
-I have this retarded lock on my desk that I don't know the combo to but I don't want to get rid of it cuz it's a perfectly fine lock; but u know that deep-down somewhere it's starting to make me angry and I know that I should just plop it in the trash but I won't.
-I am a jerk about losing at things cuz I don't very often.
-I am a jerk about being wrong about this just cuz.
-I forgot to cash a check from Fuego today.
-You all out there just don't care.
-I hate light bulbs that put out yellow light.
-I really like this girl but am such a shittier shit in the one situation that I don't know what to do.
And (this sentence is being continued from the *) I realize that there is only one thing I can do to fix it. And that one thing is get to briefly get my shit together and go to bed. Because then stuff starts to happen and I get so caught up in it that I forget that I won't actually fix anything that day. And I am oh so glad that I do get caught up in these things because where I am now is not a fun place. Dylan, did any of that make sense? I will take care of a comment for u and say - no -...